Hello, this is my first post on the forums. I'm a MtF transexual, and I've got a question.

I'm pre hormones very early in transition although out to all my friends and family and going full time. I'm overall really happy, although some days I have times when my body seems to be fighting me, and I think thoughts like about that maybe I'm doing the wrong thing, or I'm going to mess myself up, or I'm not a transexual, even though I am, and I have a theropist I'm talking with this stuff about, but my question to you is, is this normal?

Perfectly normal sweetie! You have lived as a certain gender a while and it will take time to let go of that perception.
A big warm welcome to the family! We are so glad to have you with us and hope you get a lot out of this family. Just know you are not alone and we are here to help whenever you need it. Like all families we have our moments of drama and squabbles, but when the chips are down we come together and are their for each other. So relax and dig right in and know you are accepted and safe here. 

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probably the only real way to find out is just do it and see if its what you really want you can always turn back

Quote from: Jessica Merriman on June 25, 2014, 08:42:35 PM
Perfectly normal sweetie! You have lived as a certain gender a while and it will take time to let go of that perception.
A big warm welcome to the family! We are so glad to have you with us and hope you get a lot out of this family. Just know you are not alone and we are here to help whenever you need it. Like all families we have our moments of drama and squabbles, but when the chips are down we come together and are their for each other. So relax and dig right in and know you are accepted and safe here. 

Thank you *Hugs*