Can't sleep. Too excited.

If the opposite of up is down, and the opposite of down is up, then what is the same as up?

Its getting hot outside. Been out there since about 6 doing stuff, so now its time for a long break and maybe eat a pizza

Quote from: the old mare on June 26, 2014, 10:06:47 AM
Its getting hot outside. Been out there since about 6 doing stuff, so now its time for a long break and maybe eat a pizza

Will it be veggie or meat eaters? Either way save a piece for me but hold the oreos, I'm watching my girlish figure.

Quote from: Shantel on June 26, 2014, 10:17:14 AM
Will it be veggie or meat eaters? Either way save a piece for me but hold the oreos, I'm watching my girlish figure.

its just one of those little totino's party pizzas. Basically a snack.  And oreos aren't fattening, its a myth...

Quote from: the old mare on June 26, 2014, 10:25:22 AM
its just one of those little totino's party pizzas. Basically a snack.  And oreos aren't fattening, its a myth...

Unlike you miss skinny-minnie anything I eat can be fattening with a metabolic rate in compound low 24/7.

Quote from: Vampire Brianna Terryal Onyx on June 25, 2014, 09:14:23 PM
a friend of mines is going through lorde. lol. i was going to but i got my appointments faster through my letter

My friend, who is already almost one year on testosterone, told me about this place and even accompanied there to register and get this process. I felt so jealous of him because he now has a great voice and was always taller than most females (5'8") and he claims to have grown an inch. I'm stuck at 5'5.7"! In any case, it should be fast since he registered to transition from female-to-male last April and got started on hormones in July. If all goes well, I might be able to get on hormones sometime in October.

its 101.3 degrees on my front porch and not even a stir of a breeze out there.

Quote from: the old mare on June 26, 2014, 11:22:02 AM
its 101.3 degrees on my front porch and not even a stir of a breeze out there.

That's terrible, stay hydrated!

Quote from: Blue Senpai on June 26, 2014, 10:30:16 AM
My friend, who is already almost one year on testosterone, told me about this place and even accompanied there to register and get this process. I felt so jealous of him because he now has a great voice and was always taller than most females (5'8") and he claims to have grown an inch. I'm stuck at 5'5.7"! In nay case, it should be fast since he registered to transition from female-to-male last April and got started on hormones in July. If all goes well, I might be able to get on hormones sometime in October.

my friend starts in september. i dont really understand those long wait times. though i'm glad i didnt go because i would of been bumped up to a weeks wait due to already having my letter and therapy

Quote from: Shantel on June 26, 2014, 11:23:47 AM
That's terrible, stay hydrated!

And oreoed too!   I'm staying in until the temp comes back down some. Its too uncomfortable out there. its a nice 73 in the house...

Quote from: Vampire Brianna Terryal Onyx on June 26, 2014, 11:25:18 AM
my friend starts in september. i dont really understand those long wait times. though i'm glad i didnt go because i would of been bumped up to a weeks wait due to already having my letter and therapy

That's great for your friend!

I'm sure it would've taken me a full year or longer and a ton of money to get even started on hormones due to the whole tedious process of finding a therapist, who might even have a waitlist, and have to wait many therapy sessions to get the letter. Gender therapists don't just hand you a letter right away, it's a minimum of 3 months, maybe even longer. Then there's the endocrinologist, who might also have a waitlist, that will still cost me a ton of money for bloodwork and the prescriptions. I have family insurance but I need to pay off that $1,000 deductible so it's still going to cost me quite a pretty penny and I'm unemployed.

That Callen-Lorde place has been a complete godsend so far, making it simple enough without all these obstacles in the way.

Quote from: Blue Senpai on June 26, 2014, 11:33:14 AM
That's great for your friend!

I'm sure it would've taken me a full year or longer and a ton of money to get even started on hormones due to the whole tedious process of finding a therapist, who might even have a waitlist, and have to wait many therapy sessions to get the letter. Gender therapists don't just hand you a letter right away, it's a minimum of 3 months, maybe even longer. Then there's the endocrinologist, who might also have a waitlist, that will still cost me a ton of money for bloodwork and the prescriptions. due to gender therapists costing an arm and a leg per session. I have family insurance but I need to pay off that $1,000 deductible so it's still going to cost me quite a pretty penny and I'm unemployed.

That Callen-Lorde place has been a complete godsend so far, making it simple enough without all these obstacles in the way.

my therapist didnt have a wait list and i was surprised to find one where i live. they dont just hand you letters but there are some who have received their letters sooner. i got mines within 2 months. it really depends. i pay for my therapy out of pocket though. the thing is the hormones are covered under my insurance in full but i still have yet to call them if they would cover them for me o: god i dont feel like the back in forth. i'm covered under fed insurance though

Quote from: the old mare on June 26, 2014, 11:25:46 AM
And oreoed too!   I'm staying in until the temp comes back down some. Its too uncomfortable out there. its a nice 73 in the house...

Anything 80 or above is too uncomfortable for my basic northern European hide!

Quote from: Vampire Brianna Terryal Onyx on June 26, 2014, 11:39:09 AM
my therapist didnt have a wait list and i was surprised to find one where i live. they dont just hand you letters but there are some who have received their letters sooner. i got mines within 2 months. it really depends. i pay for my therapy out of pocket though. the thing is the hormones are covered under my insurance in full but i still have yet to call them if they would cover them for me o: god i dont feel like the back in forth. i'm covered under fed insurance though

That's my problem. I'm unemployed right now so I can't afford it all and the insurance might not cover it.

Im wearing boyshorts and a sportsbra out today like ive done for a couple days now. And it just feels right i guess. Tho a little something is annoying me with its there-ness, it feels good to go out like this. And no i didnt tuck. But im wearing guy pants so it doesnt matter.

what should i do today. WII got boring and oh wow, 15 days past in an instant xD what the hello is going on with my time xD

Quote from: Emo on June 26, 2014, 01:55:08 PM
Im wearing boyshorts and a sportsbra out today like ive done for a couple days now. And it just feels right i guess. Tho a little something is annoying me with its there-ness, it feels good to go out like this. And no i didnt tuck. But im wearing guy pants so it doesnt matter.

Past time to post some body photos Emo, anyway I hear that FalsePrincess is panting in the wings waiting. 

Quote from: Shantel on June 26, 2014, 02:00:36 PM
Past time to post some body photos Emo, anyway I hear that FalsePrincess is panting in the wings waiting. 

Lol. Sorry i forgot. Tell somebody to remind me tonite when i get home. Then tell someone else to remind them to remind me to take pics when i get home.
Im forgetful. :3

Quote from: Emo on June 26, 2014, 02:12:05 PM
Lol. Sorry i forgot. Tell somebody to remind me tonite when i get home. Then tell someone else to remind them to remind me to take pics when i get home.
Im forgetful. :3

I'm wondering if I should bother straightening my hair and putting in contacts. On the one hand, we're just driving to a nearby city. The con doesn't start until tomorrow. Also, it's a bit rainy out, so my hair probably won't stay straight anyway and it looks fine enough anyway despite bits curling in ways I wish they wouldn't. On the other, I am going to be meeting some people for the first time and I wanted to meet them looking more cool and masculine (I look more like both with straight hair). Oh what the hey. I have time to waste.
I just realized I am really vain.