Hi all
I'm a 47 year old MTF CD who's been a closet CD since I was a kid.
Been married for 27 years to a wonderful woman. She discovered my 'alternate persona' many years ago but due to my own issues (inability to deal with this, and worse yet, her knowing), I was not able to speak to her about it and threw all my stuff away and promised to never do it again.
Well, the above story replayed too many times for me to count and last year, I realized that there is no way I can stop this. The urge (or requirement, for lack of a better word) is getting stronger and I decided that I just can't fight it any longer. So I decided to bring her into 'my alternate life'. While it's been difficult for me to deal with (getting easier ever day over the last year or so), it's also been wonderful because I don't have to hide it from her anymore and strangely enough, she's not only extremely supportive, but truly enjoys my dressing. She buys me pretty girly clothes and lingerie, paints my toenails and generally we are much closer than ever! She likes to help me shave my chest and other areas, although my legs and pits are currently off limits. It seems that's a bit much right now. Plus, we're both concerned about how to explain it to my family since I wear shorts a lot when it's warm. As far as the chest, we already have a plausible excuse that no one can deny.
I seriously doubt that I will ever migrate outside of closed doors (I seriously doubt that I could EVER pass) but at least for now, I'm quite happy with my current arrangement. She's the one who truly encouraged me to buy breast-forms. I'm sure you girls know that's kinda of a rough road as I already have two pair and am looking at the third as being the ultimate and final set. But they cost more than the other two pairs combined. LOL
In any case, I guess I've babbled on long enough. Hope to make this a home.
Toodles......
-Khaleesie Fiona
