imma just risk being a triggered mess. well, no matter how much i wanted to contain it, i miss you all to much, so i'm just not going to post as much but i cant go full out log out and stay away -.- well, i'm back after a whole day. good news though. my psychiatrist gave me the go ahead. he said the only thing is that my mood may not change but there is a possibility it will. oh and another bit of news, i finally picked a permanent name that i'd stick with. the name is Niel. its pronouced Nail though xD
