I knew before I was 10 years old. However, the resources were not available to me in the early 1950's. I married young at the age of 21 to a woman who I really loved and still do love. The feeling that I should have been a female has never gone away.
At my current age a full transition is less likely. However, I would still like to experience life as a female to whatever extent might be possible. The biggest concern for me now is my wife's attitude that it is not natural. I would like to find a way for her to become more accepting so that it might be possible for me to appear in public with her on occasion as a female, and to pass favorably so that I would not be questioned.
It would also be nice if I could be able to get rid of the unnecessary appendage and have a proper reroute.