Quote from: sad panda on July 09, 2014, 01:14:36 AM
Ah well it was big anyway... ;O;

well tell me if you become sensitive to the sun x that means your turning into a vampire 

Quote from: Vampire Brianna Terryal Onyx on July 09, 2014, 01:27:27 AM
well tell me if you become sensitive to the sun x that means your turning into a vampire 

Babe I was sensitive to the sun from the day I was born!

that is why I can't get a tan.... :|

*vmaps at everyone* mwahahah

Quote from: sad panda on July 09, 2014, 01:58:15 AM
Babe I was sensitive to the sun from the day I was born!

that is why I can't get a tan.... :|

*vmaps at everyone* mwahahah

I just get a major sun burn hahahaha! Sunlight gives me a migraine xD

I'm a bit worried. So I finally have the money for FFS, but if I have it done, there won't be a lot more. Between buying the aparment and redoing my face, I will finally say goodbye to six years of savings, effectively ending with a near empty bank account. I may be left unemployed with just 3.000€ left of savings, so I should be able to cover for special expenses such a travelling to have a job interview, or buy a suit, but if serious ->-bleeped-<- happens, I don't know how to pay for extra expenses such as home repairs, going to the dentist or repairing the computer. I am even backing down from buying a new smartphone, to keep the maximum ammount of money. I'm scared thinking about how many months I will remain unemployed.

New therapist in an hourish. Ugh, I hope this one is decent. She was the only DBT T in my entire area.

Quote from: sad panda on July 09, 2014, 01:41:22 PM
New therapist in an hourish. Ugh, I hope this one is decent. She was the only DBT T in my entire area.

i thought you had to be in the DBT program to get one of those o: when i was in DBT, it was required i had one. you know something, she was around my age and if it wasnt for my shyness and the whole therapy thing, i would of gone for it o: yea, i should slap myself for ever letting that thought come into my head :l

I think my antidepressants are working. I'm in such a good mood. Went to workout, did some errands in the city, bought some new clothes including two really oversized T-shirts though I hope they will shrink so I can look decent in them once I laundry them (if not, oh well... they weren't too expensive) and I just came back from eating dinner and doing the dishes that's been piling up for weeks since my breakdown. If this is how normal stable people feel like I want more of it. Even the idea of going to work makes me happy lol, though I am not working until Friday.

Court date set for the 4th, because even if I get the notice in today, it won't be published until next sunday.
Had to drive my dad's stick to the courthouse and to work; I don't like driving stick, but I'll do it if I have to. It causes me stress and frustration when I stall it trying to go from neutral to first. Other than that,  I don't mind it.

Met someone who I had an awful lot in common with today. It was kind of weird actually, I didn't really think guys like that existed.

Quote from: Vampire Brianna Terryal Onyx on July 09, 2014, 01:57:19 PM
i thought you had to be in the DBT program to get one of those o: when i was in DBT, it was required i had one. you know something, she was around my age and if it wasnt for my shyness and the whole therapy thing, i would of gone for it o: yea, i should slap myself for ever letting that thought come into my head :l

mmm well DBT is just a set of skills! maybe it was a local program :O u can see any therapist really. Anyway this new one is nice. I worry about new therapists cuz in the past I've had the reverse problem of therapists going for ME. a lot of people do get weird feelings for their therapist tho, it's called transference.

Quote from: sad panda on July 09, 2014, 05:22:58 PM
mmm well DBT is just a set of skills! maybe it was a local program :O u can see any therapist really. Anyway this new one is nice. I worry about new therapists cuz in the past I've had the reverse problem of therapists going for ME. a lot of people do get weird feelings for their therapist tho, it's called transference.

ah well thats why i usually go for the older therapist. i'm less likely to get those feelings lol

my hooves are sore today.

Quote from: the old gray mare on July 09, 2014, 06:25:38 PM
my hooves are sore today.

Been on your hooves too long?

Quote from: Shantel on July 09, 2014, 06:28:56 PM
Been on your hooves too long?

Yep, been busy lately. Got the next two days off, but I still am having to go in the morning for a little bit because we aren't sure someone is going to come in as they didn't today and never called either which is a bit out of character for her, so not sure what is going on. So I'm going to go in and do paperwork so that the manager can cook the biscuits and stuff.

on the plus side, the new sub thing seems to be selling well. Just have a lot to do with getting the minions to keep track of what they use so that we have a clue as to what we need to order to keep going. Our walk in freezer is slam full, so have to keep things close.

I'm grumpy right now. grrr

And feeling guilty that I'm not giving the dogs enough attention lately. this week it feels like I haven't been home much. And normally I take the motley mutt to therapy with me but today I'm too grumpy and the air conditioner doesn't work and I'm not thrilled about having him in the hot car

almost 1 day left until my appointment plus the new narut episode comes out tomorrow 

I've never seen Frozen before. I just got home to my mom, dad, sister, grandpa, and grandma watching it, dring some really really really kiddish (like 3 year old) and cheesy musical scene.
Now I never want to watch the full thing. Lauren 1, Frozen 0. I've let you go (the only thing I know about the movie because of it being so overplayed) without even picking you up. Win.

The scroll button on my mouse is broken. I swear, building this PC last year has had the consequence of computer part dominoes...everything is going around the same time. The keyboard works but the S key is wearing out from use, the mouse is wearing out and doesn't scroll well, and...ugh...what was the other thing.

Diamonds on my fish. D-diamonds on my fish. We got diamonds on da fish!!

I'm thinking 'how the heck do I upload a profile picture?!'
aha

I just joined today, anyone mind helping me? ^ ^