Might have to start researching conceal carry laws for the area, with what I've found out today.

Quote from: birkin on July 10, 2014, 12:07:14 AM
I guess my grandpa's cancer treatments didn't work. So soon they're going to have to discuss whether he wants to try chemo, surgery (meaning he would have no bladder anymore), or...nothing. Unfortunately I think it's going to be nothing, which gives him about 3-4 months.

Situations like this are hard for me because I feel sad, but I feel like I should be sadder than I am. I have a really hard time articulating my feelings about death.

Sorry to see this,  I've know a handful of people who had cancer,  my bf's mother,  and grandfather had it,  she passed away last year, not because of the cancer but because she go sick after the cancer,  and then his grandma got sick ND they found out he cancer,  they gave him six months and he made it 1 week.  It was hard to see someone  love to go through that,  I felt helpless to ease his pain    big hugs Birkin ~

Seeing that thing between my legs.

The newspaper has to copy the notice from the court word for word. The notice includes my address. With a threat on my life, I don't want to put that on there. I have to go to the police and inform them, get a PO box, go back to the courthouse and ask them to change the document, go back to the newspaper, all on weekdays 9-5 by Monday morning at 10. I've work in 10 minutes and fill plans for tomorrow. I'm scared, I don't want to go to work, just go hide in the basement.

Dragonball The Battle of the Gods is coming to select theaters.  The theaters we have aren't playing it.  :/

A trivial complaint in light of some people's problems... but ye gods, my acne has been hurting this week. And of course it will decide to break out spectacularly just in time for Pride.

Been feeling tired and taking small naps all day

OK, here's a real one: I've just spectacularly failed a hearing test, and it looks like I'm going to need to spend a couple of grand on hearing aids if I don't want to spend the rest of my life lip-reading.

Something that brought to mind the odd feelings of abandonment wrought upon me by my family 

Dysphoria.
Thinking about next time me and my bf hang out and wondering what we're going to do.

Quote from: FTMDiaries on July 11, 2014, 06:39:54 AM
OK, here's a real one: I've just spectacularly failed a hearing test, and it looks like I'm going to need to spend a couple of grand on hearing aids if I don't want to spend the rest of my life lip-reading.

It will probably be more like 5 or 6 thousand.

Ugh...I'll be happy when I get the money but I honestly don't want to work all weekend. I'm tired and want (and need, in some cases) to do other things.

hate my body so much today.

Trying to make endo's office communicate with surgeon's office all day long when both sides were out to lunch, both literally and figuratively.  So if the surgeon doesn't get everything that he wants from the endo's office by Monday noon (and I have no idea exactly what that is...), my surgery doesn't happen on schedule, possibly for months.

Quote from: Jill F on July 11, 2014, 08:49:12 PM
Trying to make endo's office communicate with surgeon's office all day long when both sides were out to lunch, both literally and figuratively.  So if the surgeon doesn't get everything that he wants from the endo's office by Monday noon (and I have no idea exactly what that is...), my surgery doesn't happen on schedule, possibly for months.

That sucks. Well, hopefully it pans out for you. 

One of my friends is stuck in a marriage where she isn't really being treated with the respect that she deserves. Problem is, she has a lot of cultural factors working against her and she has a child with this guy.

She isn't being physically abused or anything (as far as I know), so that makes me feel better, but I worry about her for a lot of reasons.

Quote from: King Malachite on July 10, 2014, 10:42:23 PM
Dragonball The Battle of the Gods is coming to select theaters.  The theaters we have aren't playing it.  :/

I know how you feel. I checked the web site for around my area and none are close enough for me to get too. Figures, every time an anime movie comes to the US theaters, I end up missing it due to SOMETHING or another. (Missed the Yu-gi-oh! 5D's movie years ago too, thanks to a mix up on the theater's part) I NEVER get to go to the theaters! The only good news here for both of us is, it will be released both online and eventually DvD too.

Car won't start, again.

I just heard that yet another person I knew in high school recently died of a heroin overdose.

At this point I've f***ing lost count of how many people I knew that went out like this.  This is getting old, and I don't like getting used to it.

Quote from: Jill F on July 12, 2014, 11:34:29 PM
I just heard that yet another person I knew in high school recently died of a heroin overdose.

At this point I've f***ing lost count of how many people I knew that went out like this.  This is getting old, and I don't like getting used to it.

One of the big reasons I've moved from time to time, got tired of the tweekers, junkies and dead friends    It hurts every time, even kinda pisses me off