Very good!  thanks for letting me know!

tink

what r u thanking them for?

Xanadu Chris! Im taking you all to see Xanadu!!

You are taking Chris?  What about me?

tink

Zip it Tink! You're going too!!

So, now we go backwards?

You are so nice Jaiden, thanks for taking me along!

tink

xanadu princes.  jaiden's gonna take us to see xanadu.  lol

Whiskey anyone? Shall I bring whiskey?   

Vodka, I'd love some vodka instead.

tink

Ugh, I'll be hurting tomorrow. 

Try not to cry then like I always do when hurting.

Alice

Say again?

tink

Read Tink....duh 

Remember all of the hurt I have been through - I cry a lot wondering if I am male or female  .

Alice

Question Alice. Are you feeling like this now? 

People at swimming notice me crying at lot and last nite I did well in holding back the tears - Alice kicked me in the face yesterday and encourged me to put on a skirt again.

Opinions from your friends can help a lot you know.   How did the dress make you feel?

No Hope of me giving into tempation yet - it is just pants for me now. My friends have help me a real lot - but I still hate it when I think about ending my pain.

Alice

My situation is very similar to yours Alice, as far as figuring things out and trying to discover who you are so unfortunately I'm not the best person for advice. It scares me knowing that you are having thoughts of ending the pain. Please try not to 

Last options have been in my mind to much of late - I do not know why they are always there but I am not going to act on them.

Alice