My sister died almost three weeks to date (terrible car accident, really not in the mood) and I decided to get a tattoo of a special date for me and her, that date is the day my niece was born.

http://i.imgur.com/vTxIY2K.jpg

I really thought time healed all wounds but it just seems to get worse, I always dial her phone at the end of my day and even now I wait for it to go to voicemail before I hang up, anything to hear her voice again. Today would be her birthday, I'm the only one celebrating. Sometimes I feel like everyone I care about is taken away from me on purpose, just to torture me. It feels like the entire universe is against me at times. It's been almost a year since I stopped cutting, hello relapse 43.

Hang in there Honey.

Live your life for your sister, she is looking after you.

Celebrate her life by living yours

I lost my partner last year. Grief sucks. Don't let anyone hurry you, take all the time you need.

As Cindy said, celebrate her life by living yours.

Hugs,
Kelly