Quote from: Shana-chan on July 22, 2014, 07:22:08 PM
THIS made me very unhappy today. (Major understatement!) https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php?topic=169850.new#new

Just to be clear the link should take you to the opening post.

I'm really sorry about how your dad doesn't seem to get it and emphasizes his nonacceptance like that.

today just generally sucked. not in the sense that something truly horrible happened just in the ... locked myself out of the house/car troubles and major expense/pain flare/insanity at work sense.

I had to go pawn one of my favorite gold bracelets today. I'm so tired of being so broke. I hope this rain lets up soon so I'll get some work.

Allie

Boss  got onto me today

Quote from: Allyda on July 23, 2014, 08:53:29 PM
I had to go pawn one of my favorite gold bracelets today. I'm so tired of being so broke. I hope this rain lets up soon so I'll get some work.

Allie

*fingers crossed* LEtting go of your favourite pieces , wouldnt want that (especially because you usually cant get them back)

Quote from: Neospector on July 23, 2014, 08:30:51 PM
I'm really sorry about how your dad doesn't seem to get it and emphasizes his nonacceptance like that.

Thanks, he did seem to have a reaction at the time to how I was reacting in the car so that is a small sign of good news but, I still don't believe he'll change that easily. I am hoping. Anyway, since I realize his reaction he had, I'll post it in that thread in a bit.

A close friend now hates me for seemingly no reason; then a mutual friend said it was over a boy. My perfect man. And I have to let him go. They're better off together. He's concerned about our age gap (8 years isn't huge in my opinion, but in his it is) and that won't be a problem with her. Give up the perfect man, or lose a friend.
I'm going to have to give in, like I do every time. I'm tired of being pushed over, but it's the right thing to do.

Quote from: Edge on July 23, 2014, 08:14:43 PM
I'm an f-ing idiot and everything is going to fall to pieces.

What happened?

My monthly gift came in.

Minor compared to everyone else's problems, but my jaw has been clicky for days and I would like it to stop.

Still broke -no work. Hope it picks up soon.

Allie

Quote from: Allyda on July 24, 2014, 11:53:37 PM
Still broke -no work. Hope it picks up soon.

Allie

You and me both.

Working with someone I really don't like today.

Quote from: Felix on July 24, 2014, 11:44:03 PM
Minor compared to everyone else's problems, but my jaw has been clicky for days and I would like it to stop.

Yeah, I'm having the same problem with my jaw right now. I asked my orthodontist about it, but all she said was 'just try not to do it on purpose'. As if I'd want to!

Being naive and going out in boymode to do my groceries hoping someone would ma'am me.

Came home facepalming...ofcourse they sir'd me

Dumb move   

Quote from: Jay27 on July 25, 2014, 09:21:44 AM
Yeah, I'm having the same problem with my jaw right now. I asked my orthodontist about it, but all she said was 'just try not to do it on purpose'. As if I'd want to!

I have TMJ and my jaw locks and clicks all the time. About 10 years ago I was at a punk show and someone kicked me in the face stagediving and knocked my jaw back into place. It lasted about a year. Best kick to the face at a punk show EVAR!!

I gotta go to town with little to no gas in order to pick up my E cause my pharmacy screwed up. Hope I don't get stranded.

Allie

Old injuries playing up again and feeling really tired the past couple of days

My grandmother passed away a few hours ago. And then I had a ->-bleeped-<-storm about what to wear from unaccepting parents. I got way pissed off when she told me to put some jeans.


Seriously, can't you have a bit of ducking respect and dress appropiately for a funeral. I have set it quite clear that although I won't be wearing a dress (He still wants me in boy mode), I'm following black suit and tie protocol. Just that the suit is female (not a big differerence, just fits me better that man suits) with a male shirt and shoes. I hope that for once he puts a suit and tie.


I'm so pissed off at my family that I don't have a lot of feelings regards the dead relative. I had accepted long ago that it was a matter of time and it was for the best as that was more close to suffering than living. Not sure if it can be related to me being suicidal most of the time and not having a lot of regrets.

Good luck with the funeral Julia, that will be tough event to sit through

I have a grandma with decaying health too and I get too see her in 1,5 month for her birthday. She might not even recognize me or be terribly be confused due to the progressing Alzheimers

Dreading the funeral aswell, although I have 2 open-minded liberal families that aren't too fuzzed