i just thought i'd come by again, been a while since the last time i posted here.
sorry that i don't show more support in very recent threads, i just had a huge dose of the horridness of life from people close to me who had to deal with that. all sensible responses are already spent on them.
nothing much has changed in my life of not transitioning, other than recently finding that one person whose support i'll need in order to get serious enough to bet the whole rest of my life on this decision. if she's open to it, i'll have a great friend irl whom i can discuss things with. if she isn't, i might have quite a problem to solve. the mother of my daughter's little sister will have to be considered a more important part of my family than even a lover, and right now i feel a little stupid to not have realized this earlier. might have been because we haven#t even had a proper chance to get to know each other a little before this summer.
