Quote from: Laura Squirrel on August 02, 2014, 03:54:49 PM
Feeling depressed because I should be in Wisconsin right now and not stuck here in this stupid town. I hate not being able to go anywhere or do anything. I look at my life. It's basically half over and I haven't done a damn thing with it.

What's the point?

I thought you were going to go anyway? Also, I've never heard anyone say "I should be in Wisconsin," so on behalf of Wisconsonites (Wisconsintonians?) I'm glad somebody feels that way.

I've been wearing a black bandana tied to my arm because it's too hot to wear long sleeves to protect my tattoo from the sun, and I'm hoping it doesn't look like a gang thing.

I saw a man in a dress today at the mall.  That's the first time I've seen a male in a dress that wasn't for a high school pep rally.  He had a goatee and tattoos.  I though it was rather interesting.  I liked the dress.  I will admit, it did kind of rub me the wrong way at first, but if a woman can wear men's clothes, then a man should be able to wear a female dress....theoretically speaking. 

Quote from: Felix on August 02, 2014, 04:29:26 PM
I thought you were going to go anyway? Also, I've never heard anyone say "I should be in Wisconsin," so on behalf of Wisconsonites (Wisconsintonians?) I'm glad somebody feels that way.

It was dependent on someone else getting me there. Unfortunately, they are in bad shape, financially, so they had to bail at the last minute. It just sucks because I always need to depend on other people. It makes me feel stupid and worthless. Plus, I just hate thinking about how my life is basically half over and I've accomplished nothing at all.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D78__4-YRIs&list=UU1yBKRuGpC1tSM73A0ZjYjQ&index=25




I'm wonder if I would pay $60 to cuddle with someone, particularly with the lady in the video.  Apparently some woman is making bank with her cuddling service she has and according to the video, she can make up to $7200 in a month. 


I'm not quite sure if I would pay that.  I guess if I did, it would be something to try at least once.  My body pillow kind of helps with that, but it would be nice to cuddle with a human.

Quote from: Laura Squirrel on August 02, 2014, 04:55:10 PM
It was dependent on someone else getting me there. Unfortunately, they are in bad shape, financially, so they had to bail at the last minute. It just sucks because I always need to depend on other people. It makes me feel stupid and worthless. Plus, I just hate thinking about how my life is basically half over and I've accomplished nothing at all.

That really sucks. Part of why I moved to a city with a lot of trains and buses was because I didn't want a car and hated so much being at the mercy of other people when I wanted to do anything important.

I think a lot of us stress about our level of accomplishments relative to our age. I started college in my mid-twenties, and I was terrified that I wouldn't get through my post-graduate work in time to do and publish much useful research before having to retire. My life obviously went in a different direction, and now I just want to be more helpful than burdensome to the world, but I know people with MD's and PhD's who still agonize over not feeling like they've accomplished enough. My roommate is a musician in his forties, and he seems to think he has done nothing notable in his life, but most people who know him would disagree. I've had to revise my definitions of accomplishment in order to make sense of what I've seen in myself and others.

QuoteI'm wonder if I would pay $60 to cuddle with someone, particularly with the lady in the video.  Apparently some woman is making bank with her cuddling service she has and according to the video, she can make up to $7200 in a month.

I would pay $60 to cuddle with a stranger with no strings attached. That sounds nice. She's a clever entrepreneur.

I'd cuddle with anyone at this point lol. I'm so physically lonely. But if I paid for it I think I'd feel like...I dunno like they didn't really care about me. :|

Quote from: Felix on August 02, 2014, 06:19:07 PM
That really sucks. Part of why I moved to a city with a lot of trains and buses was because I didn't want a car and hated so much being at the mercy of other people when I wanted to do anything important.

This ^, I missed an endo appointment because the shuttle service didn't show up and I couldn't find a ride    Luckily I was able to reschedule and use another shuttle service a month later and it all went well

I miss the good old days when I could jump on a public bus or rail system and go wherever I needed    Sure, there was some walking and waiting involved but all I needed was a few bucks and a current schedule to follow 

Sometimes I think that I would like to be cuddled a bit

Quote from: V M on August 02, 2014, 07:14:51 PM
Sometimes I think that I would like to be cuddled a bit

Well if you didn't live so damned far away......

Quote from: Shantel on August 02, 2014, 07:20:37 PM
Well if you didn't live so damned far away......

Hugs 

Quote from: V M on August 02, 2014, 07:49:24 PM
Hugs 

Back atcha girlfriend!

I think it's pretty awesome how many people here like to cuddle.  I think I'd pay $30 to cuddle.  For $60 bucks I could get a video game and just find comfort in palying with others on multiplayer.

I should get my cat off the pizza

Quote from: christopher on August 03, 2014, 12:32:50 AM
I should get my cat off the pizza

LOL... Maybe your cat is into aroma therapy?

Quote from: christopher on August 03, 2014, 12:32:50 AM
I should get my cat off the pizza

If I was a cat I would be all over pizza. That's gotta be even better than laptops and clothes dryers.

Seeing my endo tomorrow and thinking should I get the pellet or keep going with tablets?

I like tablets as I find I can alter the dose depending how I feel.
Sometimes cut the dose in half from what he has prescribed.

Don't worry my endo knows and supports this.

If I have to go back to Manila for a longer period might be interesting.

I would definitely go with the pellet . I always had concerns about tablets , in any treatment , maybe excepting the sublingual ones . Even with the E - ones now , I am really concern that a pill so tiny will be totally absorbed in the digestive tract , and the low levels in the blood tests may show that I am right . Unfortunately , I guess I will first be put on injections and maybe later will get an implant .

Quote from: christopher on August 03, 2014, 12:32:50 AM
I should get my cat off the pizza

I thought cats laid on lasagna

Quote from: immortal gypsy on August 03, 2014, 05:23:55 AM
I thought cats laid on lasagna

No, they just like to eat the lasagna and then take a nap in the dish

Thank you all for being so caring