Hi all, how is it going.
Okay so here is my introduction: I'm a full body male and I hope to FINALY start my transition to mtf. I'm 25 years old from Colorado, I've know I was trans since high school and I briefly started the transition process when I was 19.
Obviously back then I had no money/support I had to quit because I didn't even have the money to pay for therapy every month.
since then I've more or less known I had a female persona but I've been 'putting it off' because I told myself I could live in a male body. Well I've been trying to live in a male body despite knowing I was trans for five years and it ain't working out so well. lol
So I have no question on being trans I just wasn't sure whether I wanted to actually transition.
really I just never had the money to start (and I still kind of don't)
More or less I am scared of it. The process just seems so hard and painful to me. But the pain of living in a male body is starting to out way that pain.
However I've always known I was really a girl, I've known really since puberty. I'm not confused I just don't really know how to start.
