Lovely, antonia 

I've bookmarked my potential one aswell....if I ever get married *rofl*

I found two pennies.  Into my top surgery fund it goes.

You've got a nose for finding those pennies ^^

Not happy so much as relieved...I had to use a men's changing room for work today, and there were NO private stalls. WTF? I was absolutely terrified, because of the shirt issue. Fortunately, I had a T shirt under my dress shirt, but I wasn't able to cover the bra with a undershirt like I planned. I didn't feel unsafe and I don't even think I was concerned that I'd be seen as a woman if they saw the bra, I just felt self conscious because of course it makes me "different."

I am very convinced that there are a sizable number of men who DO look at other men in change rooms and whatnot, they just obviously don't admit it because it seems "gay" even when there's no sexual intentions there. And even at that, I was trying to avoid seeing anyone at all costs, but I saw one guy's very hairy, and very round (like, GLOBE LIKE) ass. I also caught a glance of an old man's balls resting directly on the bench  ipehjrweklnfsdafa.

You know, despite the terror I felt re: the bra, the newness of it all, and the fact that I really didn't appreciate the glimpses I caught of asses and balls, I felt more right in the men's locker room than I ever felt in the women's. That made me happy because I honestly didn't expect it, as I always feel uncomfortable in men's bathrooms. I think it's because in the women's I always felt this sexual tension, even if I wasn't sexually attracted to any of the women in there. It was just knowing that there was a sexual element between myself and women. With the guys, I don't give a crap one way or the other, and that sexual underpinning is removed.

Quote from: birkin on August 07, 2014, 01:08:22 AM
Not happy so much as relieved...I had to use a men's changing room for work today, and there were NO private stalls. WTF? I was absolutely terrified, because of the shirt issue. Fortunately, I had a T shirt under my dress shirt, but I wasn't able to cover the bra with a undershirt like I planned. I didn't feel unsafe and I don't even think I was concerned that I'd be seen as a woman if they saw the bra, I just felt self conscious because of course it makes me "different."

I am very convinced that there are a sizable number of men who DO look at other men in change rooms and whatnot, they just obviously don't admit it because it seems "gay" even when there's no sexual intentions there. And even at that, I was trying to avoid seeing anyone at all costs, but I saw one guy's very hairy, and very round (like, GLOBE LIKE) ass. I also caught a glance of an old man's balls resting directly on the bench  ipehjrweklnfsdafa.

You know, despite the terror I felt re: the bra, the newness of it all, and the fact that I really didn't appreciate the glimpses I caught of asses and balls, I felt more right in the men's locker room than I ever felt in the women's. That made me happy because I honestly didn't expect it, as I always feel uncomfortable in men's bathrooms. I think it's because in the women's I always felt this sexual tension, even if I wasn't sexually attracted to any of the women in there. It was just knowing that there was a sexual element between myself and women. With the guys, I don't give a crap one way or the other, and that sexual underpinning is removed.

I like men so I have a little bit of discomfort with trying not to look, but dealing well with changing rooms is a big deal for me and a lot of people, and it's awesome that it went well for you.

I'm happy because I got my fancy computer working and went back to world of warcraft. My main character has good gear, but I'm out of practice so I've been proceeding as if she's a new 90 or an alt. Grouping with strangers and having them be consistently very happy about my role is uplifting. Also, after barely being able to load Susan's on the backup computer it's nice to see pretty video game graphics on this machine. I look forward to watching youtube videos. Being able to load any website I wish to visit makes me feel like a king.

Quote from: birkin on August 07, 2014, 01:08:22 AM
I am very convinced that there are a sizable number of men who DO look at other men in change rooms and whatnot, they just obviously don't admit it because it seems "gay" even when there's no sexual intentions there.

Yup, they certainly do check each other out. And specifically: they check out the size of each other's packages... in a totally heterosexual way, I'm sure.   This is one of the reasons why I started packing: I pass quite well but my lack of a bulge was causing problems in the gym changing rooms, because other guys would notice that there was nothing there.

Me? I love the fact that buff guys like to get their tackle out in the changing rooms. I wonder how many of them realise that a heck of a lot of gay men frequent gyms?

What made me happy today? A couple of things: a visit to the nurse this morning to get a certain shot; and my Personal Trainer has given me a customised workout to help me get back to full fitness again.

Quote from: Liam Erik on August 05, 2014, 07:17:14 PM
I don't want to use it for anything now.  Some say, what's the point if you don't make it into anything, but I have no problem.  It's a display of craftsmanship, really.  Once you knit or weave something, it becomes all about the fact that you knitted or wove it, and nobody ever notices the yarn again.  My knitting and weaving skills are just by-products - I'm really a handspinner.

You did make something, you made a beautiful, perfect skein that deserves to be saved for someone with the superlative skills to do it justice.

Quote from: YinYanga on August 06, 2014, 11:53:39 PM
You've got a nose for finding those pennies ^^

I found another penny today!  ^_^

My wife and I were walking in to a restaurant and we randomly ran into one of my oldest friends.  OK, I'm like 4 years older than he is, but I've known him since college and we've played a lot of gigs together.  It was really nice to see him.  He gave me this huge hug in front of a lot of people, said, "I love you." and gave me another huge hug.

I liked that.  This was coming from someone who originally said something to the effect of, "Are you f***ing crazy, dude?" 

Quote from: Jill F on August 08, 2014, 12:57:41 AM
My wife and I were walking in to a restaurant and we randomly ran into one of my oldest friends.  OK, I'm like 4 years older than he is, but I've known him since college and we've played a lot of gigs together.  It was really nice to see him.  He gave me this huge hug in front of a lot of people, said, "I love you." and gave me another huge hug.

I liked that.  This was coming from someone who originally said something to the effect of, "Are you f***ing crazy, dude?"

That was a great act of affirmation as he made it clear that he's going to love you unconditionally as a friend and supporter. He is indeed a real keeper!

My best friend gave me a handmade leather arm band with my male name on it 
I'm really happy and I will wear it with pride

I have an appointment with the pain monster later today.
Hope she is kind to me

Had to cancel the last session due to being away.

This one is a mixed bag. I read an article about the 10 Moments In WWE That Made Fans Cry. I knew a couple that were going to make the list. But I was not expecting that last entry about Connor "The Crusher", the little boy with cancer.

Now first off, that he passed is not why I'm happy. I'm not a horrible monster. And I cried reading the article entry. I straight up bawled watching the tribute video WWE made for him.

The tribute is what made me happy. At the end of the day, regardless of questionable storylines, these entertainers are real people with real emotions. On top of all the charity work they do (not just in the states), everything they do for the troops, somehow this one tribute video just hit me harder and showed how much they care about those they entertain. It was amazing, it was special, and for that time the WWE had with The Crusher, regardless of how short and how soon before his passing, his family will never forget that. Kudos to WWE. You don't have to be a parent to appreciate this, and hopefully it will restore some of your faith in humanity.

Note: You might want Kleenex nearby.

Got a free ticket to the world's biggest punk festival and there's also an air show tomorrow

Looking at my daughter's yearbook. I think we finally found a place where she fits in. Nothing about her is abnormal in a context where differences are accepted and worked with.

Quote from: Felix on August 09, 2014, 05:35:10 AM
Looking at my daughter's yearbook. I think we finally found a place where she fits in. Nothing about her is abnormal in a context where differences are accepted and worked with.

That is great to hear fitting in is quite important to a girl and it will boost her self esteem aswell

I prepared a way to confess to my friend (again), since last time I didn't make it sound like I was serious. I made a word search about things that I like about her, and the remaining letters at the end form a message asking her out. I'll give it to her on Thursday when she gets back from BC!

Got to meet a punk hero and heroine of mine at the rebellion festival.Vice Squad's Bekki Bondage and UK Subs Charlie Harper.Both were really nice and amazingly Charlie is 70 and still fronts his band and exhibits his artwork!

I finally have some 'free' time.

Quote from: GenTechJ on August 09, 2014, 02:14:35 AM
This one is a mixed bag. I read an article about the 10 Moments In WWE That Made Fans Cry. I knew a couple that were going to make the list. But I was not expecting that last entry about Connor "The Crusher", the little boy with cancer.

Now first off, that he passed is not why I'm happy. I'm not a horrible monster. And I cried reading the article entry. I straight up bawled watching the tribute video WWE made for him.

The tribute is what made me happy. At the end of the day, regardless of questionable storylines, these entertainers are real people with real emotions. On top of all the charity work they do (not just in the states), everything they do for the troops, somehow this one tribute video just hit me harder and showed how much they care about those they entertain. It was amazing, it was special, and for that time the WWE had with The Crusher, regardless of how short and how soon before his passing, his family will never forget that. Kudos to WWE. You don't have to be a parent to appreciate this, and hopefully it will restore some of your faith in humanity.

Note: You might want Kleenex nearby.



Thank you  for posting this. Yep the Kleenex came out!