So many things. I was initially ambivalent about hormones, but I didn't want to look like a 15 year old for the rest of my life. After going on them I felt right, like I had been holding my breath all my life and could finally breathe freely.

I love the way I smell now.

I love my voice. I still play with it and enjoy noticing the new parameters. I recorded it recently, and hearing the playback was weird but my voice isn't as nonstandard as I thought it might sound when I'm not listening from inside my own skull.

I love being physically stronger and more emotionally resilient. I rarely get injured anymore, and if I get hit or yelled at or made fun of I don't immediately cry like I used to.*

I wish I had more face hair, but I love the hair I have grown with T. Most cismen I've been with didn't have the amount of hair I have below the waist. I'm even starting to get hobbit toes.

I love getting fat. I'm not obese, just overweight, but I spent most of my life too skinny and without much hunger. Now I don't feel like I could blow away in the wind, and I feel like my little potbelly helps cue to people that I actually am in my thirties.

I love that my skin no longer rashes up at the slightest exposure to the wrong soap or whatever.

And it's cheap and unfair, but I love that simply being on hormones is enough to convince medical staff and bureaucrats that I am a "real" man, or at least really transgender. Many of my transition barriers melted away after I started receiving testosterone treatment.

*this sounds bad when I reread it, so I feel like I have to add that I am not in an abusive relationship. I take care of a developmentally disabled person who has some issues with violence, and the times I get made fun of are usually by teenagers on the street who see both of us as uncool peers.

The amount of muscles I've gained! However little, it feels significant to me and I feel my body up constantly in delight (must look really weird to others). Especially in the upper body, since I have a very slight build and my small shoulders and thin neck were painfully feminine. My back looks so manly from behind. Oh yes.

My voice.  It's been such a huge relief, not having to hide by never speaking.  I'm so much more confident and went from passing 10% of the time to 99%.  Now, when people call me ma'am, I just kinda laugh at it and can't wait to see their face when they hear my voice and think "oh whoops".

I can't wait for more changes.

I love how my emotions became much deeper than they normally were. I feel so much connected with everything around me. I also enjoy the softness of my skin and of course...my boobs