Quote from: StevieAK on August 05, 2014, 06:43:51 PM

hahahahaahhahaahahaha  wookie...I feel like a sasquatch...that sjust me.

This is the only serious problem I'm going to have getting Electro to rid myself of the grays that are left -having to let them grow. I do know this though, I'm going to invest in a few scarf's and have it done in Wintertime so I can justify wearing them out in public. I gotta cover the grays with something on my way to my electro sessions.

Ali

Quote from: Allyda on August 05, 2014, 07:00:23 PM
This is the only serious problem I'm going to have getting Electro to rid myself of the grays that are left -having to let them grow. I do know this though, I'm going to invest in a few scarf's and have it done in Wintertime so I can justify wearing them out in public.

Ali

Honey you can't hold a candle to me there, I never cleared 100% on account of those, if I don't scrape my face it's twinkle-twinkle little star, I give up!

Quote from: Shantel on August 05, 2014, 07:08:27 PM
Honey you can't hold a candle to me there, I never cleared 100% on account of those, if I don't scrape my face it's twinkle-twinkle little star, I give up!

My grays make up about 1/4 of the facial hair I had. Thankfully I never had any hairs on my upper lip. But I couldn't bear even the thought of going out in public with hair on my face. The scarf idea I came up with when I was plucking them one day and someone was knocking on my door who wouldn't leave, and I had to find something to put over my face and neck.

Ali

Quote from: Allyda on August 05, 2014, 05:07:23 PM
I'm so sorry to hear this happened to you. Wishing you my best to get through it.

Ali

Just woke up, tired but feeling a little better already..thanks Emily and Allyda <3

It comes and goes

I overslept and was 20 minutes late today at work.

My co-worker was being a D-bag.

My boss came today.

I couldn't eat today at work because I didn't have time to pack a lunch since I was rushing to the bus.

Quote from: Eris on August 04, 2014, 04:34:51 AM
I'm not sure why this happens, is it an exposure to sunlight thing?

I have blondish streaks in my hair that mostly become apparent if I'm in the sun a lot. Sometimes if my hair is very short or parted in a particular way then people notice them without sun.

I have no red on my head, not even in various lighting or after sun exposure, so I was surprised when red patches came in on my face. It's new to me, so I don't know what it's about or how permanent it is.

I forgot my lunch today but that didn't bother me. Rather it was a series of minor annoyances that all added up to me going into one of our exam rooms and having a minor meltdown. I'd feel bad about it but that chair had it coming.

Things got better when I got the call from the care consultant setting me up for a Thursday appt. with a provider who can start me on HRT.

Constantly finding others at work letting me down when I get them to do things.
Delegate work out and it comes back full of errors and not fully completed.
Others don't care and go home without doing what I ask them so they can help themselves.

Raised it to my boss as there seems to be no consequences for any of them as he is unwilling to act.
Thus they do what they want and I have to fix it all up.

The inmates are running the asylum.

Seriously p#$@$% off with them all.

I couldn't sleep until about 5 am. After I recently experienced some rare side effects to anti-inflammatories prescribed by my GP my chest feels tight and I keep having to breathe manually

Not enough sleep...but too much work. I just feel f*. So tired and disorganized at this point.

I also have to navigate the men's locker room today. Unavoidable, part of the job. I have a basic plan, but I want to avoid suspicion as much as possible.

We're out of Light Grey printer cartridges at work, which has put my huge print job on hold.  Idiots delivered the cartridges to a power plant some distance away from our depot by mistake.

Quote from: Jenny07 on August 06, 2014, 04:33:59 AM
Constantly finding others at work letting me down when I get them to do things.
Delegate work out and it comes back full of errors and not fully completed.
Others don't care and go home without doing what I ask them so they can help themselves.

Raised it to my boss as there seems to be no consequences for any of them as he is unwilling to act.
Thus they do what they want and I have to fix it all up.

The inmates are running the asylum.

Seriously p#$@$% off with them all.

Been in your shoes and took the boss outside and out of earshot of others so there was no witnesses and I yelled at him. I quit not long after to keep my serenity intact.

Being an insomniac sucks. It takes something so trivial as changing the sheets on the bed to another colour/texture to screw up routine and make for a night of crappy sleep.

Dysphoria and paranoia. Granted, I have reasons to for the paranoia, so it's not that irrational.
My boyfriend has said that he likes the way I look now. He does say that he'll be ok with however I end up looking, but I'm worried he won't. He's expressed disbelief that I would ever look more masculine before. Maybe he's saying he'll be fine with it because he really doesn't think I'll change that much. He says he's not into vikings, but I'm heathen(ish) and want to look like one. That may sound weird, but it really does worry me since this part of me is important to me. I'm obviously still going to aim for what I want over what anyone else wants and what will be will be, but I still wonder.

One of my friends has a crush on me. At first, I was fine with it since I was pretty sure he knew how badly I would react if he pressured me. However, we were talking last night because he was one of the people who outed me without my permission. His excuse? He was so excited to know me that he wanted to tell his brother all about me. Why that included outing me as trans, I have no idea and I really don't like it. He then went on to say that he told his brother about me and his parents that he's bi just in case things worked differently between us. The guy knew when he told them that I was interested in someone else. Not only that, but he's eighteen years older than me. This is probably nothing, but it's setting off warning signs to me. Oh well. If he tries anything, I'll rip his balls off. (Except not really because that's illegal.)

I'm unhappy because the maintenance folks STILL haven't fixed my a/c. And the heat is picking up again so it's close to 90 degrees F in my apartment. Ugh, I hate heat. x.x

EDIT: 1804/6:04 PM pacific time. I thought I had a good relationship with management and they understood the rent situation. Went outside to check the mail and there was a 3-Day Pay or Quit notice in my door. No effort made to knock on my door (I've been in the living room all day, I would've heard it) and it's too late to call today and see what's going on. So I now have until the 9th to come up with 1k in order to have not only a roof over my head, but a home for my son and ex to come back to. Meanwhile welfare is dragging their feet on getting our benefits reinstated after sending us a form a month early and cutting us off.

I'll figure it out though. Been in worse situations. I just hate this crap. It should not be so hard to live. Just. Grrrrr.

I brought Call of Duty: Ghost, but had to download a patch so I downloaded it (it took about 6 hours), played some, went to work, and got back on the game and they made me download it AGAIN and for some reason halfway through it will show an error message so it takes like half a day to download.  I download it again and it froze at 18 seconds and then gave me another error message.  Now I have to start ALL over again and I have a feeling this time it's going to give me an error message halfway.  This is not good for my PS3.  I feel like I'm being punished.

Another shocking day.
Raised 9 issues against a team for two tasks.
Hopeless.

They just don't get it
Helped them work through the issues and fix them so I could do what I needed on time.
I will probably have to train them as well.
Means I will have to travel to India. Crum's...

I hate curry.

Quote from: Jenny07 on August 07, 2014, 05:14:52 AM
Another shocking day.
Raised 9 issues against a team for two tasks.
Hopeless.

They just don't get it
Helped them work through the issues and fix them so I could do what I needed on time.
I will probably have to train them as well.
Means I will have to travel to India. Crum's...

I hate curry.

Sorry about the bad work day. My method for training staff was getting the I.T. manager to turn off the security cameras, and attempt to beat some sense into them. Not sure if it actually worked but I felt better afterwards.

For food in India you could follow our Warnie's example when he toured there and just eat beans on toast

Another medical bill that my insurance didn't fully pick up.
Looks like I'm going to have to just pay them, because the insurance is doing me a whole lot of good there.
Means no laser for me. Which means no FA job for me, since I'd be going long times without showering, beard growth is horrid after 18-24 hours. And we can't have that.
Another dream crushed. Like every other one.

I ended a friendship with someone today. I'm really conflicted about it because he's a nice man and he really needs some support but I've been helping him for  a couple of years now and every conversation we have just drains me completely. I spend all my time with him helping him, cheering him up, rying to make him feel better and at the end of the day I end up crying in a little ball in the corner. I know I couldn't keep that up but now I feel selfish and mean.