I was just waiting for the bus when this guy asked me am I waiting for the summer strand bus and I shook my head no then he asked am I waiting for the NMMU bus and I shook my head yes.

I feel like the little mermaid must have felt when she was mute. My voice is still all manly so I didn't risk talking to him but I wanted to.

Lol this might seem silly but guys don't talk to me and when it happens I freak out

Woooo hoo lol!

I sometimes clam up when someone I find attractive starts talking to me. Or I get super giddy, its strange lol.

The more I think back about why the lil mermaid was my favorite disney movie, the more it makes sense.

It happened to me only one time.

I definitely wish it happened more. And because I still present as guy, I also feel like the mute mermaid, 'cause my voice is very high-pitched, so the guy would probably weirded out  this is why I think dating as I am now will be difficult because most gays guys want someone masculine, and straight guys don't want a girly boy.

Next time you speak, try to do it in highest comfortable possible register and soften your tone, that helps a looot if your voice is in the lower register