Quote from: Ms Grace on August 17, 2014, 04:37:01 PM
The majority of women in the world are not super model pretty - and the few of those who are are so freaked about losing their looks they spend god only knows how much $$$ and time trying to keep themselves looking that way. I think you will transition to a pretty woman, and that is more important than looking like a super model. 
Thank you Ms Grace

This is really important. Being pretty is really enough. And I could turn horrendous. It's hard to predict. It's what the inside that counts, I know. But society doesn't work that way, and it's sad. I wouldn't want to be super model pretty, because it is more of a curse than a gift. To be valued only for you looks. Constantly having to prove you're more than just a pretty face.
I guess I just feel so empty that I need to resort to this to prove my self-worth or stroke my ego. I dunno. Maybe I'm just so dumb I'm trying to overcompensate for the empty head I have. Dunno. Or maybe it's more due to with being lonely. I am constantly left contemplating, and it's affecting my mental health and it's probably the reason why I think sh** of myself in general. So uh yeah. But I'll overcome this. I know will. I just need time to heal.
Loool Evelyn, I am still sure I couldn't compete

but it's a huge compliment comparing me to her. So thanks a lot!!!
Carrie, thanks again

I sincerely appreciate your sincerity (honesty), ehehe circular much??