I am not sure i have a right to talk as i have not been able to see a doc about this due to medicaid issues. Despite that, i think the name gid meant more that you sex characteristics are the disorder. Like mtf and ftm, and it grows harder to deny being one, are simply super-intersexed, so much so that the mind and body are very opposite. I may have just annoyed people, sorry. I guess i mean that it just means the birth defect that gave you the wrong parts. But then again, with my medical issues, i am used to them so thinking of it that way is natural to me.