Oh, dear Friends, you're torturing me with this talk about coffee. I used to drink it by the bucketful, until it started causing me some health problems. So I seriously cut back on it, for a while even managed to cut it out entirely. But lately I've been drinking some and have been having to work hard not to drink too much.
I avoid OD'ing on it by not keeping any in the house. I go to the café for it--but no more than one cup a day, and not every day. That way I manage to keep my consumption of it within reasonable limits.
There are three other things I'm currently struggling with as well: chocolate and food in general, and I won't mention the third. Lately chocolate has got the better of me to a certain extent, and I'm having to work hard to keep my weight down. Generally succeeding, but having to keep an eye on the scale. Some people can put on a few pounds without it doing them any harm. But for me, when I put on just a bit extra I start spreading out all over the place like a blob of ectoplasm. Definitely not what a girl wants.
Fortunately, I've never had any real problem with alcohol. I've always managed to do without that. But I'm well aware where all my current struggles come from. Oddly enough, it's because I've come out of the closet. I've got greedy for life. Now that I've allowed myself to enjoy one really big, really nice thing, all the smaller nice things have started clamoring for attention.
You might think that coming out of the closet would reduce the pressure you're under and hence reduce the cravings you feel for all the things you've always used as substitutes for genuine satisfaction. Unfortunately, that hasn't been the case with me. I want more and more and more, and it doesn't seem to matter what I want more and more and more of.
So perhaps I should ignore this thread. Or perhaps I'll enjoy some chocolate with a nice, strong cup of coffee. Any advice?