Being alive. Last night I had one of my worst depression attacks ever. I somehow made it through it. Hello to my sanity and being myself again as well as to being alive! I owe a part of getting through it thanks to Mewtwo.

With the cold I've been struggling with and public transit hoohah, this morning got off to a less than pleasant start. But one of the hymns at church this morning was on of my faves, and I was nearly laughing and crying while singing it, I became so happy.  Then, the afternoon was just a great mellow thing. As soon as my kids get home from their various jobs, I'll have dinner with them.

Quote from: Constance on August 24, 2014, 06:26:03 PM
With the cold I've been struggling with and public transit hoohah, this morning got off to a less than pleasant start. But one of the hymns at church this morning was on of my faves, and I was nearly laughing and crying while singing it, I became so happy.  Then, the afternoon was just a great mellow thing. As soon as my kids get home from their various jobs, I'll have dinner with them.

Everyone deserves an occasional stellar day, good for you Constance!

I walked from our crew hotel the six blocks to the Mazzoni Center (12th st) !  It was Sunday, so it was closed, but I know where it is, so next month, I have a couple weekday trips, so I will get to go in and .. say hi..

It feels good when I go over my body with Veet for men (and a razor to clean up areas I missed), have a close shave followed by a splash of moisturiser and shape my eyebrows.

My boyfriend offered to give my son his old lego for his birthday. I'm not sure why that makes me so happy, but it does.

Quote from: Edge on August 25, 2014, 10:11:34 AM
My boyfriend offered to give my son his old lego for his birthday. I'm not sure why that makes me so happy, but it does.

I think that's really sweet! And I am sure your son will enjoy it.

Yeah, I'm sure he will and it is sweet.
I am also really excited for school.

I met a really nice person who I believe accepts me 100%. Kind of gives me hope, you know?

I found a penny today and I got 4 of my quarters swapped for a dollar bill.

I spent all day driving. Sadly I didn't get to drive alone or off into the sunset or off a short pier. But I think I might just say screw the visual effects job search once I get my CDL and just drive. I'll save for FFS, Breast Augmentation and SRS.

I finally got it through my blonde head that no matter how much hate is in the world I have a family here who truly and honestly loves me for who I am. There is no better feeling realization! Thank you all! 

Quote from: Jessica Merriman on August 26, 2014, 09:04:57 PM
I finally got it through my blonde head that no matter how much hate is in the world I have a family here who truly and honestly loves me for who I am. There is no better feeling realization! Thank you all! 

Hearing this.

Quote from: Jessica Merriman on August 26, 2014, 09:04:57 PM
I finally got it through my blonde head that no matter how much hate is in the world I have a family here who truly and honestly loves me for who I am. There is no better feeling realization! Thank you all! 

Yes you do and yes we do sweetheart! 

It's T day!
It's also my friend's birthday and we're going out for supper.
My boyfriend moved into his new room and it looks like he'll be moving in with our mutual friends permanently which means I'll get to see my friends more often and we'll have the privacy of a room.

Quote from: Jessica Merriman on August 26, 2014, 09:04:57 PM
I finally got it through my blonde head that no matter how much hate is in the world I have a family here who truly and honestly loves me for who I am. There is no better feeling realization! Thank you all! 

Hey. You. Merriman. <3

I drove on a busy road and didn't die.

I found two pennies today!  The first penny I found I heard the guy drop it and I waited to see if it was going to pick it up.  He didn't so once he left, I swopped it up like a hawk.  I'm a scavenger.  The second penny I found when I was headed to my mom's car after work.  Into my top surgery fund they go!

Got a call today, and I have my second interview tomorrow with a job that will finally pay me enough to get out of debt and get to therapy and start my journey. Got every finger and toe crossed because I've been headed for a serious mental breakdown at my current job.

Quote from: RockerGirl on August 27, 2014, 08:08:53 PM
Got a call today, and I have my second interview tomorrow with a job that will finally pay me enough to get out of debt and get to therapy and start my journey. Got every finger and toe crossed because I've been headed for a serious mental breakdown at my current job.

Good luck!!