The song that gave me the last push to transition: keep it coming, starkillers and nadia ali.
"With my own eyes I deny it, but now there's no way out, and no point trying. I, I can't escape it. We'll just embrace it."
"This is all i've wanted yet I keep on running, i'm running. So I am running."
Made me realize it's not going away and that no matter how much I try to deny and bury it away, it will come back, and that I should accept it. Tired of running.