Quote from: JohannaJohn on August 22, 2014, 09:58:06 PM
I just cried a little bit, feeling your happiness.
You "felt normal". this is great. You have your true self, and your true attractions in intimate things in the bed and otherwise.
HUGS
How incredibly wonderful and fulfilling for you.
Johanna.
Aww thanks ^_^ yes, it's strange when I think about it. It's like I had no worries and my brain and body knew exactly what to do without fear. When I had started HRT is when my brain took control over everything. The way I use to think about girls and my attraction to them was converted to men. My mannerisms, actions, thoughts, attraction, and sexual things all changed. And *blush* the girl sounds escaping my mouth were all involuntary.
I want this to be a motivational message to those who are scared or worried if they will be good enough, because when you play your part, everything comes natural. Your hormones building, mixed with your attraction and the way he smells will literally change the way you think and see guys. I just reached a breaking point and couldn't stand not having a man, so..I went for it. A word of caution (make sure you are very clean and prepared). The guy, my first boyfriend by the way, has a large "package". So no the size before you do it. XD lol
