I have been out to my wife for over a month now and just came out to a close friend. I am losing weight ahead of schedule in preparation of starting HRT next winter. My therapist has cut my back to every other week. I feel awesome and am gaining confidence. I think if myself as a female in my mind most of the time. The thing is, since I have startef to calm down mentally and emotionally I almost feel a tiny need to worry about not being all excited. Is this normal?