The plan was that I was going to fully transition and be female. Now it's almost 2 years later with hrt, electrolysis, voice and body changes.. and..I LOVE BEING FEMALE !
It's incredible! This is what I always wanted so badly and its finally happening.
And yet... I can't take back all the things that I am.
Sometimes my mind and body don't want to be female. I simply can't fake it. I don't want to be male either (been there done that)
S0 I've created an androgynous personality to step in during these times, and when I'm this person I am a spiritual teacher. Everyone has a male and female inside them, and I show people how they can use it to their advantage.
Kids love me, teenagers are fascinated by me, married couples love to hang out with me and there's no jealousy. Guys and girls are attracted to me......but I don't want sex or intimacy.
I just want to make them horny and confused 
Non-Binary for me is about spiritual maturity and realizing that everyone can be bisexual. It's being able to express yourself any way you want and not be afraid or worried about what people will think
People get kinda jealous sometimes because I can do things they're too afraid to do
But then they wonder if they could do that too!
It's beautiful. I like it here.
