I got harassed by my neat freak mother and she wanted me off the compute so bad that she inspected my room for flaws. Then there's a certain member of this site that I don't particularly enjoy and really gets under my skin.

The remaining half of my tooth broke out.  Now my mouth feels weird.  I knew it was going to happen sooner or later.  I want to getting a dental implant, but I can't afford it right now and top surgery comes before that.  I just hope I don't get some type of infection.

Quote from: Marcellow on August 25, 2014, 08:27:16 PM
I got harassed by my neat freak mother and she wanted me off the compute so bad that she inspected my room for flaws. Then there's a certain member of this site that I don't particularly enjoy and really gets under my skin.

lol now everyone is going to wonder if its them. I've always actually wondered if anyone on the forum secretly hates me and cringes every time I post sometihng.

Quote from: birkin on August 25, 2014, 08:40:42 PM
lol now everyone is going to wonder if its them. I've always actually wondered if anyone on the forum secretly hates me and cringes every time I post sometihng.

If they read that comment, they might but it's not you for sure. I'd imagine there's probably people out there who hate my guts but even so, I won't tell who it is lest they think its them and they happen to PM me or something.

Well, I moved in with my Sister-in-law, her kids and hubby, her Brother and his son and.. Its so full here. And with as nasty as this house is, I just want to run away. I'm still off of my Estrogen after 3 or 4 weeks without it, tired of hearing my old name being used, male pronouns.... Someone just shoot me. I just want my CDL, a truck and to leave everyone but my son behind for good!

Quote from: Rainbow Brite on August 26, 2014, 01:07:27 PM
Well, I moved in with my Sister-in-law, her kids and hubby, her Brother and his son and.. Its so full here. And with as nasty as this house is, I just want to run away. I'm still off of my Estrogen after 3 or 4 weeks without it, tired of hearing my old name being used, male pronouns.... Someone just shoot me. I just want my CDL, a truck and to leave everyone but my son behind for good!

Oh gosh! Rainbow I'm very sorry to hear what your going through. I sincerely wish there was something I could do. I'm sending you biiiiiig cyber huggles.

Ali

Quote from: Allyda on August 26, 2014, 05:44:54 PM
Oh gosh! Rainbow I'm very sorry to hear what your going through. I sincerely wish there was something I could do. I'm sending you biiiiiig cyber huggles.

Ali

Thank you.

Having my father tell me that I need my driver's license EVERY time we are on the phone.....either that or he always tells me what I need to do, be it jobs or whatever. 

Having to deal with family practically all day. -_-

I tried to call my insurance provider to ask about specific current policies regarding transgender healthcare coverage, and I got transferred around and put on hold until I noticed that my prepaid phone is low on minutes and hung up. I have access to other phones, but I feel like an idiot for not just emailing. The word "transgender" makes bureaucrats nervous, and dealing with that live is rarely pleasant.

Quote from: King Malachite on August 26, 2014, 09:16:07 PM
Having my father tell me that I need my driver's license EVERY time we are on the phone.....either that or he always tells me what I need to do, be it jobs or whatever.

That's what fathers tend to do, mine was always telling me I need to get it together and figure things out but rarely ever had much in the way of any real advice or understanding of anything other than the Marine Corp.s and how I'd better shape up or ship out

But he wasn't all bad times, had some good moments with him as well, like going to the movies or getting a bite to eat or playing intense games of racquetball

Day one of seven stopping mone's before a surgery........ugh

Quote from: V M on August 26, 2014, 11:22:42 PM
That's what fathers tend to do, mine was always telling me I need to get it together and figure things out but rarely ever had much in the way of any real advice or understanding of anything other than the Marine Corp.s and how I'd better shape up or ship out

But he wasn't all bad times, had some good moments with him as well, like going to the movies or getting a bite to eat or playing intense games of racquetball

Malachite, get your driver's license. Get it yesterday. It'll make you so happy, and you might even need it to vote soon. Sorry.

I used to miss my dad, but then I realized he doesn't really know me or have time to give me, and I think I was just missing whatever he was 20 years ago. Nagging fathers are probably okay if there is also racquetball or whatever, but absence is kind of nice to make peace with for some people.

oh my goodness. it's been hard enough getting my binder on and off the last week. my right hand has a splint ... well, basically a cast that covers my ring and pinky finger and immobilizes the wrist too.   today i was all sweaty and i was beginning to think my stupid binder was never coming off.

i have to say the maneuvering i did was probably pretty funny and the cursing.

Quote from: christopher on August 26, 2014, 11:41:51 PM
i have to say the maneuvering i did was probably pretty funny and the cursing.

First, I am not laughing at you sweetie. The mental picture I got of that was just priceless though. 

I wish I was cuddling my boyfriend right now. I'm turning into a clingy, sappy, lovey guy. It's very uncomfortable and not who I want to be.

For the original topic, "what made you unhappy today"

Rewatching a video of an old trans friend getting some sort of a shot... I think her first blockers. Made me unhappy because she was so in pain and was crying.

Quote from: iiMTF on August 27, 2014, 12:58:12 AM
Made me unhappy because she was so in pain and was crying.

Is it possible they were tears of happiness? I sure got emotional with mine, but because it was a dream come true.

 

it was technically a good day, but somehow i still feel mentally exhausted.