Quote from: King Malachite on August 29, 2014, 08:46:22 PM
I have a crush on a girl who works at a Chik-Fila, but I found out today that she has a boyfriend. 

Do you enjoy challenges ?

I got between my current girlfriend and her ex, I cant say Im proud about it but I adore this girl so much I had to pursue her 

Nah, it isn't worth it to me.  I wouldn't be able to live with myself if I did that.  I'll just admire some of the other food workers from afar....until I find out they are taken.

I saw that our typically clueless mailman dropped someone's mail again. (Even though we have communal mailboxes now, which should have eliminated this problem) It looked liked it was a hospital bill. So, I walked over to one of the maintenance crew and gave it them. They were standing there with some people that I know were just tenants because I know who is on the crews around this place. One of the dorks says "Okay, 'birthname', ummm, I mean, Laura." It probably was an honest mistake. But I was still annoyed. I rolled my eyes as I walked away and I thought to myself: "what a moron. It's been years since I changed my name, you schmuck." It didn't make me sad or angry. I just thought that the guy was an idiot.

Quote from: GenTechJ on August 28, 2014, 03:05:22 PM
Aside from a really sore jaw (hurts to eat at the moment) and the frustration of having to cancel cards and what not I'm ok. Police had both suspects in custody by noon. I didn't realize my street had surveillance cameras, but it makes sense since this used to be a really bad area and the city is trying to clean it up.

Thank you all

Also, yes. Karma will catch up to them at some point.

I'm glad that worked out as well as it probably could.

Quote from: Laura Squirrel on August 29, 2014, 11:18:01 PM
I saw that our typically clueless mailman dropped someone's mail again. (Even though we have communal mailboxes now, which should have eliminated this problem) It looked liked it was a hospital bill. So, I walked over to one of the maintenance crew and gave it them. They were standing there with some people that I know were just tenants because I know who is on the crews around this place. One of the dorks says "Okay, 'birthname', ummm, I mean, Laura." It probably was an honest mistake. But I was still annoyed. I rolled my eyes as I walked away and I thought to myself: "what a moron. It's been years since I changed my name, you schmuck." It didn't make me sad or angry. I just thought that the guy was an idiot.

I've had some snide comments from neighbors recently, and the imbalance of the social transaction annoys me. Somebody gets a brief and casual bit of satisfaction, and the other person is potentially hurt. That's not honorable behavior.

What made me unhappy today was renewing the paperwork for the voluntary part of my daughter's police record. Normally I would think of flagging a person to the police as a civil rights violation, but my kid attracts cops and our interactions are more peaceful if they have some heads up. Spelling out the specifics is kind of heartbreaking, though. It's also hard to guess which details will help the police and which might just scare them into being vicious. I don't know how to ensure everyone's safety.

I have a horrible headache and I just took two Ibuprofen and two asprin and took a headache pill about an hour ago.  If this cause me to OD, then at least I won't have to deal with a headache anymore....then I have work in an hour.  Ugh!

While most people are going to enjoy a 3 day weekend, I still only get one day off.

Quote from: FalseHybridPrincess on August 29, 2014, 09:11:04 PM
Do you enjoy challenges ?

I got between my current girlfriend and her ex, I cant say Im proud about it but I adore this girl so much I had to pursue her 

So what, you didn't see his name on her anywhere right? Nothing wrong about loving someone special enough to take action and make her yours!

Roy's Pie & Mash shop Dagenham closed  for good.I often went there when I lived in London,friendly staff and great food(Eels are a food that must be tried),occasionally there'd be one of the cast of Eastenders there.

Quote from: big kim on August 30, 2014, 10:51:23 AM
Roy's Pie & Mash shop Dagenham closed  for good.I often went there when I lived in London,friendly staff and great food(Eels are a food that must be tried),occasionally there'd be one of the cast of Eastenders there.

Must be the economy, was business slow for them?

Not sure,maybe traditional East End food has gone out of fashion with todays East Londoners

Quote from: big kim on August 30, 2014, 12:20:40 PM
Not sure,maybe traditional East End food has gone out of fashion with todays East Londoners

I've noticed a lot of small restaurant closures due to the flagging economy on this side of the big pond.

I'm just disgusted with my "male" body. No curves, too big a stomach & my back is so big. I went shopping today & found some so nice dresses but you know they do not fit. Disgusted with my shape.....................so damn ugly. I wore a size 14 early in life but now all that fits are monster size 16 then some of them are tight in the breast area. Yuck, Yuick, Yuck.

I'm off estradiol today. I need to change the weekly injection from Saturday to Sunday, since I spend most of the morning doing the weekly keratin straightening treatment. Injecting also takes me an extra long time between managing to break the neck on those extra hard ampoules. and getting calm enough to do the shot.

The result? Worst headache ever. My neck also hurts like mad, and I want to get to bed. Previously I had been off the whole stuff, AA's included, and at least I would get an energy surge and masturbate a bit to keep my mind occupied. Good thing that for me an orgasm is an orgasm and I don't hate my penis. I usually call "him" donor material, but I'm starting to thing of it as a nasty caterpillar that still has some time in that state... At least I keep it shaved, makes it less irritating.

Quote from: FrancisAnn on August 30, 2014, 01:08:20 PM
I'm just disgusted with my "male" body. No curves, too big a stomach & my back is so big. I went shopping today & found some so nice dresses but you know they do not fit. Disgusted with my shape.....................so damn ugly. I wore a size 14 early in life but now all that fits are monster size 16 then some of them are tight in the breast area. Yuck, Yuick, Yuck.

16 isn't "monster' size, not even for female framed bodies. Bigger than you may like but not monster. I wore a wedding dress bigger than that, (size 22) and it wasn't monster sized. Over sized ? ye.

I'm sorry you are feeling badly about the size you wear. You can and likely have done things that can change your size, but like all good things,they take time. Hugs and patience dear lady. Do what you can and let the rest go.

Quote from: LordKAT on August 30, 2014, 01:58:44 PM
16 isn't "monster' size, not even for female framed bodies. Bigger than you may like but not monster. I wore a wedding dress bigger than that, (size 22) and it wasn't monster sized. Over sized ? ye.

I'm sorry you are feeling badly about the size you wear. You can and likely have done things that can change your size, but like all good things,they take time. Hugs and patience dear lady. Do what you can and let the rest go.

Yes, this part!

Thank you all. I've just not improved my life & my body to an acceptable level. Sometimes when I get depressed about it all I eat too much. So it's my fault. To me I should have completed my entire life change long ago, living full time as myself, GRS, enjoying a new life, dating & or in love with a nice man........., maybe even married to a nice man.  So anyway I'm just dissappointed in what I have done. I cannot go back & can only forward so I'll try better. Thank you all so much for caring & responding. I'm so lucky to be a member of Susan's Place.

Someone wasted change on the ground, and the vulture inside of me wanted to scoop it all up.  However, I only got 6 cents of it because the rest was too close to others and a bit out of my way.  I just would have felt too uncomfortable picking it all up.  I wish they wasted the change close.  I was actually hoping someone else would get it.  Oh well, a nickel and a penny is better than nothing.  I know I'm trying to save for top surgery, but I don't want to look too desperate. 

Last night something happened I never thought could. Someone whom I sincerely trusted and called a friend told me of a secret she was keeping from me that broke my heart and filled me with a sadness I haven't felt in a long time. This is a girl I've helped through many emotional crisis, a friend who I never thought would betray me. Oh how I was so so wrong. This just goes to show that my newfound happiness has left me too trusting and vunerable to emotional hurt and pain. Something I'll have to work to change in the future.

My friend, who hurt me still wants to remain friends. I do believe she sincerely is sorry for keeping this secret as long as she did. But I dunno if I want to take the chance on getting hurt like this again in the future. I've been wrestling with how to handle this since last night. Part of me doesn't want to lose a friendship that has been building for months now, but another part of me wants to protect myself from future hurt. The girl in question has been going through her own problems so I must consider this may have just been a grievous error in judgment on her part. I hope I make the right decision. The only thing I can say for sure is that I never wanna get hurt like this again if it can be helped.

Ali

Woke up totally congested and can barely breath and have a bad earache, plus all of my old injuries have flared up so I'm in a lot of pain and can hardly move as well 

Not only that but it's a hot muggy day with intermittent rain showers and I still have to ride out to the store to pick up a few things 

Quote from: V M on August 30, 2014, 04:53:00 PM
Woke up totally congested and can barely breath and have a bad earache, plus all of my old injuries have flared up so I'm in a lot of pain and can hardly move as well 

Not only that but it's a hot muggy day with intermittent rain showers and I still have to ride out to the store to pick up a few things 

Hang in there GF. Hope life gets better.