So my therapist gave me a list of places she recommends to go to get my blood work done
I got the message from her yesterday, huge for me (was my birthday yesterday and literally couldnt do anything to celebrate / had no gifts. Just alone mostly)
So now, today, i will be calling them and setting everything up.

Its only been about a month since I decided to finally push for this but HOLY CRAP... longest month of my life. Every day feels like a year.... Save me? lol.

Congrats. I know it feels like eternity but you'll be on the other side of it soon enough.

Im actually at a really odd point, working three jobs drove me to insanity so I literally just threw my hands up in the air and said I can no longer do this; then dropped two jobs almost immediately, picked up the violin again, and started saying I can be happy without working 90-110 hours a week. A week after that me and my roommates had a huge argument (they don't agree with what I am doing with my life... which makes no sense since they are the ones who are currently dealing in illegal acts) and I was more or less kicked out of my own house. Then I moved across state and now I live beach front, have a different job (the one I had left transfered me), and I am relaxing and enjoying my life much more.

My birthday was quite nice compared to the ones in the past, mostly just played music all day long. I love playing the violin to a lot of the rock / pop / hiphop songs. A lot of fun :3

*Yawns* Now only if I could start hormones tomorrow :3