I'm upset and uptight about something... and I'm struggling to remember what it is.  How stupid is that?

On a happier note, chestnut harvest has officially begun.  They grow in evil, spiny husks that eventually crack open a little, at which point I throw things at them or use a long-handled hoe to knock them down and pry out the chestnut.  My hands are perforated but I am okay with it.

And today I paid the bill to the fencing company who put in the best damn fence I've ever seen (possibly not even exaggerating) which is going to more than double my pasture for next year, and feed my livestock like they've never been fed.  It hasn't sunk in yet how awesome that is.

I am on the cusp of a melt down.

Quote from: Jaime R D on September 20, 2014, 03:54:06 PM
I'm guessing it ran out in the road playing and Caleb ran over it....

heh, that was good

hmm... I haven't seen edge around lately

I wish I brought the last two lots of Halls Vitamin C defense drops instead of the last one.  Now I will only have 360 drops when I could have had more....whatever 360 x 2 is, and for the price, I couldn't beat it.  Oh well, at least I got the last one and no one else can get them......hahahahahahahaha!  That makes me feel special.

Sometimes pseudo-intellectuals just amuse the hell out of me 

It's official......I'm bored as hell

Hello my little agency. How are we today. Are we going to bring all my big money punters in, so they can spend their money and make my boss and me money.

Yes when nobody is around I do talk to myself

Anxiety and depression are the worst. Just want to rip the skin from my body.

There seems to be some big debate over binary v.s non-binary here.  I have my opinions, but I'm just going to try my best to stay out of those threads.

I'm super fungry right now and my wife isn't home yet.  We basically have no food around to snack on, but we have beer.

Beer is food, right?

I think I am tired of the struggle.

Quote from: Jessica Merriman on September 22, 2014, 10:40:45 PM
I think I am tired of the struggle.

Beer ya?

Quote from: Jill F on September 22, 2014, 10:34:24 PM
I'm super fungry right now and my wife isn't home yet.  We basically have no food around to snack on, but we have beer.

Beer is food, right?

Beer = Steak in a cup. Just as long as it's not light beer or low carb,  those are crimes against nature. The brewer who dreamed up of them should be forced to eat vegimite by the spoonful till the end of days

This site, this whole site, affects me differently every day. Something simple like looking at the "Do I pass" topic will make me elated, joyful, and hopeful. Then the next day, the same exact thing brings me to tears. I'm almost weeping right now.

And I'm not even on HRT. I'm thinking if I ever do begin to transition, E is going to turn me something that makes the President have to declare a national disaster zone, rather than the simple train wreck I am right now. :/

This has been a proper technology Tuesday so far. The internet had disconnected during the night (it's usually right up and ready to go when I turn on the PC), tv showed only "no signal" for a good while and my fiancée's laptop refused to turn on.

Well, Monday did go way too smoothly.

Quote from: V M on September 22, 2014, 05:04:13 AM
Sometimes pseudo-intellectuals just amuse the hell out of me 

Yes, I am quite amusing.

Worried about how fast the boob fairy has been working. Am only on a low dose but boy are they growing fast. I can almost see them growing
Makes it hard to hide and it seems now people are noticing some differences.

Still struggling with what to do next. Feel lost and alone. 

Can't wait to see the shrink.

Quote from: LordKAT on September 23, 2014, 04:42:51 AM
Yes, I am quite amusing.

LOL, that's an odd assumption to make and besides, I was thinking about some other folks    You do come up with some rather humorous anecdotes though

Counseling tomorrow, going to discuss HRT, how and where, if she thinks I am ready, as I am sure she will have a lot of questions. So excited to start my life!