That's great, Caleb.

Eating nothing but one potato a day can't be a good thing

What is caring too much? I'm crying over a movie and everytime this happens someone always tells me I care too much. Do I? Probably, I do spend a lot of time frustrated or upset about what happens in the world. Apparently I should not let this get to me this much...  I just don't know how to do that. How can I not care about all those being hurt in the world? Being mistreated or even killed? How do I learn to not cry or be angry about that? I don't know, I don't even know if I want to stop caring.

It isn't the caring that is the problem, it is the emotional showing of it that can, but isn't always an issue.  Take your feelings and put them to good use, work toward relieving the ills that you see. This has a twofold benefit. The ones you help and the good feeling you get from helping where and when you can.

I saw two girls holding hands at the mall.  I had to take a double look.  That's pretty rare to see that where I am.  I've seen girls holding hands in the 9th grade, but they were like preppy cheerleader type girls.  If I had to take a wild guess, I'd say these particular girls are in a romantic relationship as it holding seemed more....intimate.  It's like, hey, props for them for being themselves an not caring what others have to say.  I wonder what it feels like to hold a woman's hand intimately as I have never done that before.  I've held a guy's hand before as a joke and I must say that I really enjoyed it.  I didn't want to let go, but I had to as I was summoned by someone.  If it felt that good to hold a guy's hand at the time as a joke, then I bet it must feel insanely wonderful to hold the hand of someone I'm in love with.  Sadly, I don't ever see that happening.  This does remind me of a funny story in 9th grade.  There was this eccentric girl who talked about how the cheerleaders get to hold hands and people not think they are gay, but when she hold hands with her friend, people think they are gay and then out of nowhere she says out loud, "I'm not gay, I suck d*ck!"  We just kind of looked at her like...."what the heck?" lol

If I were a boxer, I would most likely be "heavy-footed".  I'd naturally be slow with less-than-stellar cardio, but have powerful punches, so I would have to pick my shots. 

I'm so glad that I'm feeling much better.  That means I can function on my job much better.  My friend says I should really get another job, and I agree.  Ideally, I will be at that place just until I can afford top surgery and maybe a trip to Anime Expo, and then I'll move on to a better job, but at any rate, I'm just thankful to have a job.  I hope my hours don't get cut anytime soon.  I'm trying my best to hold off until November 2nd to check my finances to see how closer I am to top surgery.

I wonder when I'm going to use my vintage Power rangers wallet I purchases.  I think I brought it more just for decoration than for actual use.

It's chestnut week.  They are ripe and falling, and delicious.  Mine have to be eaten right quick, because they should all be assumed to have worms in them, and little worms are more palatable and less destructive than big worms.  Roasted chestnuts are remarkably like baked potato.

Also, I think my cat aspires to evolve into a tribble someday.

Youtube closed captions are totally useless.

I am sick and have to have electro tomorrow.  I think it's going to suck mightily.  I might have to bring my teddy bear.

This insomnia tonight is going to make tomorrow miserable.

Quote from: Jill F on September 30, 2014, 12:46:30 AM
I am sick and have to have electro tomorrow.  I think it's going to suck mightily.  I might have to bring my teddy bear.

Just don't yak on the electrodes and you'll be okay

Sweet sweet cash today.

Cash which will not last nearly long enough.

Why is it so hard to write a letter to my dad...? >.<

my therapist offered to go to my top surgery consult with me. I am trying to decide if that would be too weird or if it would be cool. I do wish someone would come with me. I always think I'm following what I'm being told and then find out there was a lot I didn't take in after that fact.

I DON'T WANNA WASTE MY CREDIT ON SEX!

Cheese or chocolate pudding before bed?

Get to see my therapist this afternoon and my daughter is going with me to meet her. Scared, although my daughter has said that she will support whatever decision I make, the souring side of me still is cautious as things have a tendency to blow up in my face. I hope that I am wrong for feeling this way.

Is a simple solution for the gap between the rich and poor to put a limit on profit? A percentage limit. The rest has to be reinvested in the company or it's employees resulting in likely higher wages and evening the distribution of wealth.


My mind wanders in strange directions at times.

Quote from: LordKAT on October 01, 2014, 09:10:01 AM
Is a simple solution for the gap between the rich and poor to put a limit on profit? A percentage limit. The rest has to be reinvested in the company or it's employees resulting in likely higher wages and evening the distribution of wealth.


My mind wanders in strange directions at times.

I worked for a very successful businessman who reinvested his excess profits in his employees and paid bonus's that were sometimes close to each employee's annual take home pay rather than pay enormous tax sums to the government. He realized that the success of his business was built on the backs of his employees and he appreciated them. In so doing he bought the hearts and loyalty of his employees who felt a sense of mutual ownership in the company. It was a winning strategy for everyone!

Quote from: Laura Squirrel on October 01, 2014, 12:45:01 AM
I DON'T WANNA WASTE MY CREDIT ON SEX!

Ok, there has got to be a story behind this?

Quote from: LordKAT on October 01, 2014, 09:10:01 AM
Is a simple solution for the gap between the rich and poor to put a limit on profit? A percentage limit. The rest has to be reinvested in the company or it's employees resulting in likely higher wages and evening the distribution of wealth.


My mind wanders in strange directions at times.

Can you imagine the outrage this would cause??? Hehehehe... I like it

One week until the big day at that informed consent clinic. Don't start thinking about the what if's...