Hi Teri
These are my own thoughts and feelings and not necessarily anyone else's, maybe even no one else's.
To open the door to the imagination the portal to another existence where basically you are capable of also potentially opening doors into the many other metaverses. The starting point to the creative potential of where the thoughts in the mind can be converted into actual physical realities. Well realities as we interpret them in this reality which is all relative of what we perceive of this world as real. This universe is in actuality like a large Holodeck. A universal illusion that can be manipulated with the mind that with sufficient concentration, determination and believing in your potential capabilities in the manifestation of whatever your desire is.
Here is a small example that this world is an illusion. If you were to take ten people in a field standing in a circle examining the same flower. What do you think would be the result? The result would be that each individual would have a different concept of that same flower.
Ever get that feeling when you come to a certain place and you remember seeing something there but is not there now and just quite can't remember what it was?
One could also describe the Universe as as a photonic hologram because basically if one breaks down everything to it's tiniest particles, you will find that all is made of light, or photons.
The metaphysical grid, consisting of many electromagnetic fields, or matrix, well that's getting into another complete chapter of it's own to discuss at a later time.
Now this is as far as I can get with the universe being a hologram unless one feels the need to get into the mathematical values and equations of quantum physics. The void the universe swirls about in, is what is called the grid or the fabric or the weave of a spiders web upon which the tapestry of the universe is woven. There is no evil or good in this grid or fabric of universe. All that is in the observable void is in universal balance and harmony. There is no evil or good, but there is yin and yang which is necessary in this reality as we know it in order to to create reality, and reality is dependant on time and space.
As to the result of good and evil is born in the hearts and minds of this one green planets inhabitants named humans, and we humans, being free will agents, will decide or make the choice of whether this energy will be used for evil or good.
Quote(for example, the PTSD I've had to survive due to my own war, transsexualism).
Yes I am quite familiar with PTSD. Maybe doubly so then most cases. I have mentioned before about my being an empath. Briefly described here:
- Created 12/09/04
ARE YOU AN EMPATH OR TELEPATH ??
1- Are you extremely sensitive to the emotions and thoughts of others, often confusing the emotions of others with your own?
2- Are you an emotional sponge, soaking up the emotions of others, absorbing and dissipating the energy and problems of others, even at a distance.
3- Do you instinctively know when someone is lying or fibbing, almost always keeping your suspicions to yourself?
4- Do you tend to puts others at ease, allowing them to share their inner most feelings? Do you find yourself helping others, even casual strangers, understand the world and themselves better?
5- Periodically, do you need to take time out, where you can be alone to meditate, recharge and experience your own mind without the interference of others?
6- Have you known about your unique sensitivity since childhood? Have you struggled with a burden-of-perceptions that others did not share.
7- Do you sometimes use food, sex, drugs or solitude as a means of coping with you empathic or telepathic nature?
8- Do you have to a use masked personality to protect yourself from others, only sharing your true perceptions with those you trust most?
9- Do you have the ability to facilitate the process of rapid growth in those around you?
Now between thinking everyone else was like me and could read and feel my every thought and feelings along with having this obsession of wanting to be a girl to the point I thought I was being possessed by the devil himself, Dear God who could I dare speak about wanting to be a girl?

To who? Out there? This didn't leave much room for what little sanity I still retained to fit into my already overflowing basket of paranoia. All this trash, missinformation, that I accumulated and repressed deeply within that I hoped would never see daylight again. Fear? yes, quite frightened, petrified in fear thinking, "what if they can read my mind?" I hid away from people for many years, living like a hermit. So yes, I am aware of PTSD.
It only took my befriending of a very nice lady who happen to be the minister for the Anglican church where I frequented a drop in for street people which was located in the basement the church.. I from there I got connected with a shrink and not long after I began my journey towards becoming Cindy.
It's been a long road and certainly anything but easy but I can thank my Creator that I don't know how to say no or give up.
Sincerely
Cynthia