Th-thanks, everyone. I'm... Well, I'm not sure I'm okay or "better," but I'm... better than I was when I made the OP, for the moment.
Um... Cindy, if you're reading this, could you restore my donator status so I can send and receive PMs again? I don't have the money to make another donation right now. And... 15 posts seems like a daunting task in the mood I'm in.
*tearful hugs to everyone in the thread*
I'm going to try to get some sleep...