So tomorrow I recieve some money.. & it is enough to buy a ticket to NY.
I recently have been bouncing back and forth from California and New York.
I am stuck between a rock and a hard place. California has the open and growing acceptance but to me that is it (and marijuana)... NYC has a wonderful cultural enviroment but.. hmph.. nothing.. I can stay here in Cali, transition but always have a sense of lack.. Would you just follow your heart?
Either way it is my choice I know, but there are always pains. People who genuinely care on both ends.

I am also dealing with out there labels of being some "spiritual" person.. Which I am not.. Just a regular person, who has thoughts... So dealing with others who are sensitive to my choices blows.. Especially following some crazy person figuring out their life. NY?