Hey,
I'm just feeling super down.
I'm AMAB.
I desperately want to transition.
To something femme/adnogyne.
But I'm baby-crazy.
I just want my baby.
I won't transition until they're conceived/born.
I don't even have a partner.
Or particularly want one.
I'd rather just be castrated sometimes.
Libido is obnoxious.
Every time I undress,
I look down thinking,
"What's even the point of you!
Unnecessary flesh sack."
Ew.
Guess I'm just venting.
Thanks for being here, everyone.

Sounds like time to talk to a gender therapist!

Yes...
I had been,
Then school started,
And started the think I could manage this myself...

Nah, we need help to deal with the issues, otherwise they just keep growing