Four days ago I stopped MTF HRT after 2-1/2 months. 

I've never really been out in public while dressed.  I never envisioned myself transitioning, and I think therein lay the problem.  As much as I want boobs I ultimately concluded that my life as a man with boobs would probably be devoid of human contact and would likely end poorly, and possibly prematurely.  So I've decided to try once more to be happy as a guy.  I hope I get there.  If not; I guess my options are still open.

I do love women, including all you great gals on this site.  Ms. Grace & Jessica Merriman, thanks for your wit, compassion, and understanding.  Thanks also to those of you that might have been a little critical or questioning because it helped prompt me towards additional introspection.

Susan's is a great site.  It helped me greatly in trying to understand myself and provides options and guidance through the many pathways available.  I'm not sure I'll find my destiny in the near future.  I hope I do.  But if I do not, I know where to look.

Thanks all,
Jen

Um, is this a good bye or something? You are very welcome here anytime. 

Jessica,

It's been a rough few months and I'm not out of the woods yet.  I'm still taking it a day at a time.  I may drop in periodically but I'm going to try to say focused on what I hope is a brighter future. 

If I ever expect to find myself down in Oklahoma I'll let you know.  I hope that's OK.

Jen

Quote from: Jen682 on October 19, 2014, 02:05:11 PM
If I ever expect to find myself down in Oklahoma I'll let you know.  I hope that's OK.

Well, YEAH!! 

Take care then and may you find the peace you are seeking. Say "Hi" once in a while, OK? 

Will do. 

Crying face? PM inbound!