I had depression that was gender related. Now that I have been on T for 1 week, I feel very much at ease. The day of my very first shot was a day filled with mix emotions, my pharmacist was giving me problems, my doctor called me to say how sorry he was that I was going through all the trouble and took care of the pharmacist. I got my T and went home. Withing 30 min of picking up my T I was injecting it into myself as instructed by my doctor. After the shot I was happy, but had things to do. It wasn't until 3 hours that I stopped and felt the tightness of my chest finally relax. My mood changed and since then I have had no anxiety and a lot more self control. The changes are happening quickly and I couldn't be more happy. Finally I am feeling like myself. I also now can associate with my own reflection. It wasn't until day 5 that I could associate with my reflection and shadow. My HRT treatment has been amazing. I'm so proud of myself to going through with everything that I needed to go through to get to this point. For me, it means the world.