Quote from: QuestioningEverything on October 24, 2014, 02:22:12 PM
I'll have to look into how minoxidil works a little more. Since being on fin I have had more anxiety and self harming thoughts but I honest don't think its the pill causing it I think it is just the dysphoria since shortly after starting I also contacted an endo for my first appointment and there is a long wait between appointments and the having to wait is agonizing. 3 weeks till blood work so hopefully I won't have to wait much longer.
Well, when I was going through it, my mom would just say "it's the hormones". She had no more of an idea than I did at that point. BUT, when I was researching all of this back in late 06', I came across more than a few things that said that there was a low chance (around %20) of patients experiencing stuff like this as a result of the drug. But I didn't say anything to the doctors since I was worried that I might screw everything up and not be allowed to continue taking HRT at all if I questioned any of it.
But once I was off the drug for two days in August of 08, I felt better than I had since November of 07 (I had been on HRT for one month at that point). It was only due to a screw up on the manufacture's part. They accidentally shorted me two days dose. (It came to the pharmacy in a sealed bottle). I stopped taking it altogether. I know people say to consult the docs first and normally I would agree with them. But by this point, I had stopped eating, I was sleeping 12 to 16 hours a day. I just wanted to die and have it all be over. If I stayed on the drug while waiting for a doctor's appointment. I would have been dead. I was already headed down the road towards an early death by that point.