Awww

I feel for you, how did he know you were tg??
And what? You are a real person. Valuable and amazing in your own way. I understand you feel depressed, I have felt like you do sooo many times. Do you have some hobby you can distract yourself with while you're sorting it out?? Oh and don't gamble. You may lose everything. Gambling can be a serious addiction, don't let it consumme you.
I'm sorry I don't have better advice.

I really hope things get better for you.
all the best,
xxxx