I wanted to go as a Female Swashbuckler pirate/wench by California Costumes but my wife is so anti gender dysphoria she would NOT let me. I had already purchased the perfect boots and wig, but I need to keep my marriage in tact so I really have no say.  I so wish she would let me do this but I think I know that she knows this is the opening of Pandoras box which she wants no part of.   

I think she knows who I really am but is so imperiably strong and independent she just cannot allow it to happen for whatever reason. 

So, I'm here, confused, ABSOLUTELY FRUSTRATED because I'm dealing with a person who is with out a question suffering from Toxic Shame, this entire situation is an absolute cluster ->-bleeped-<-. 

It's times like this where I wish someone like Dr. OZ OR THE doctors or Oprah or Any mass volume show could step in and find an equal solution. 

Either way, it's late and I know my babble is just flint in ur dryer.  These words really only ever help me know, which is all right. Not all of us deserve to hear our stories told. 

Peace and good luck in the new year.

Matt Eachon

It is already Halloween?

To be honest, not really sure what I am going to be doing. A friend suggested that I dress as how I see myself on the inside, but I don't really feel like doing that since I am not out to any of my family members yet(was going to come out to my mom today, she fell asleep before I had the chance).

But probably, if my family is even planning on doing anything this year, I will just take out my old gothic/punk jacket and wear that.... Most likely I will end up, once again, celebrating my Halloween on a video game.

my daughter is going to be a black cat.
i'm probably going to be a boring parent.

the best halloween was when she wanted to be luffy, and i ofc had to be shanks.
for some reason they found my eyes really scary, maybe because i wore white contacts that only showed my pupils...?
because people always smile back at me any other time.

Another fun Halloween! 

My nine year old niece is dressing up as a  witch with bat wings and she  looks so adorable. I'm planning on going to the movies to see OUIJA. Sounds like a perfect movie for Halloween!

Hipster red riding hood, that is my idea for this year. I am so excited for this Halloween!!! The only thing that disappointed me is I couldn't find like a "wolf" hat to wear.

Hey all,
How was your Halloween? Mine was pretty good. Went to this local LGBT nightclub (Lots of "straight") people go there also and had a great time.



Met this other Transwoman named Tracy and we talked Hormones, Coming out ect.

She even tried to break up a fight between two men, they were almost right next to us. I was scared tbh. 

About three different guys and one Girl were hitting on me. I made sure I was there only to have fun and enjoy the shows/costumes if you get my drift. 

This one drunk Man (I'll tell you why I said Man as you keep reading) dressed as a woman was very drunk. He was only wearing like a garter teddy and stockings with panties and heels/wig. He started rubbing my waist and I slightly backed away as I looked down to check out "his" outfit. He had a testicle hanging out of his panties and I whispered into his ear: "Sweetie, you need to go to the restroom and check your Tuck."
lol
Well, he decided to do it right there where we stood, I walked away.
Rest of the night went great, just a girl having a good time.

Hope you like the pic. I decided to do the Octoberfest Beer Girl.

okay turned out I was going to be yin&yang with a friend,
we where in a costume competition the 1 prize was a trip to new york, but unfurtunate we did not win.

Alas, I finally post a pic of myself (as my new avatar)! I dressed in the Mexican Dia De Los Muertos makeup and outfit. It was a milestone for me, for the firs time I publically wore a dress, makeup, tights, a bra, and had a purse. I got a few complements at the clubs I went to. 

Quote from: Christine Eryn on November 02, 2014, 05:56:03 PM
Alas, I finally post a pic of myself (as my new avatar)! I dressed in the Mexican Dia De Los Muertos makeup and outfit. It was a milestone for me, for the firs time I publically wore a dress, makeup, tights, a bra, and had a purse. I got a few complements at the clubs I went to. 

That actually looks like bone with live eyes in the socket...creepy and great! Love it.

I didn't have time to make a new costume, so I went as Leeloo from 5th element again. I made this costume last year from an old undershirt during the dude days. Seemed like a good use



Yes I am sucking in a little bit in this photo, LOL


The top is one of those white unpadded sportbra things from Target, and the bottom base is a pair of bottoms from American Apparel. The rest is strips of white tshirt sewn together. It's not the most flattering picture, but I am just really proud of making this costume

The most interesting part of this costume is definitely being pre-op. This is the only thing I've ever worn that has required the tape method. Luckily I seem to be pretty good at it.. no mishaps! Yipes.

Jenny,
You look awesome girl. I loved that movie too. Bruce Willis was born in the same town as I. Idar-Oberstein Germany. 

Quote from: Jessika on November 02, 2014, 06:05:54 PM
That actually looks like bone with live eyes in the socket...creepy and great! Love it.

Thanks!    Since I had never done anything this ambitious makup wise, including my hair it took me the better part of 2 hours. It's not something I'd want to do on a regular basis. But damn, did I look good that night. Funny thing is, I bought some cheap 2" heels at Goodwill for $10 earlier that day, and ended up wearing my 6" platform heels. They hurt like hell walking on asphalt and cement, but I kept thinking beauty is pain. 

Guess I'll share. Haven't posted a pic of myself yet and I am not full time, but whatevs.

My Halloween


I almost never wear tights so this is a big deal!

Here you can see pretty much the whole outfit

Quote from: Abby Claire on November 02, 2014, 07:02:29 PM
Guess I'll share. Haven't posted a pic of myself yet and I am not full time, but whatevs.

You look so happy. Love the costume too.



My hipster red riding hood kinda ended up failing. Honestly I just enjoyed the outfit.

Quote from: Jessika on November 02, 2014, 06:32:10 PM
Jenny,
You look awesome girl. I loved that movie too. Bruce Willis was born in the same town as I. Idar-Oberstein Germany. 

Thanks Jessika!

It's my favorite movie and by far my favorite movie outfit. Perfect for mtf body shape too, it excentuates and downplays all the right places

And super happy to see others adding their pics too! Who says Halloween is for kids? I guess that makes me a kid too

Quote from: Hayley on November 02, 2014, 07:24:52 PM
You look so happy. Love the costume too.

Thanks! It was nice, but Halloween was way too cold even with more material at the top of the costume.

You girls look great!

I'm amazed by the way you pull off the Leeloo look Jennygirl!

Had to scramble to get a new costume at last minute so I ran out to Marshals at 6PM and this is what I came up with, had a really fun night.

Quote from: Abby Claire on November 02, 2014, 10:17:39 PM
Thanks! It was nice, but Halloween was way too cold even with more material at the top of the costume.

It was cold! I think having leggings and the hoodie helped keep me pretty warm though. I just can't get over the smile in your pic (the happiness and just your amazing smile).

Quote from: Hayley on November 02, 2014, 10:27:55 PM
It was cold! I think having leggings and the hoodie helped keep me pretty warm though. I just can't get over the smile in your pic (the happiness and just your amazing smile).

Hehe thanks! I suppose I was pretty happy, but the smile was probably more relief that I managed to get my lashes on without messing up my makeup.