I agree with all your comments. And you are all correct. My life depends on this surgery, IF I GET IT. I am not sure at all if I will be getting the surgery and WHEN for the matter?
Would you recommend I stop NOW in hopes of surgery say 6 months from now. My life is my ultimate goal here. If I get this surgery it basically save me.
So far I have been lucky and have nothing has happened to me, but these things can:
High blood pressure -> I have
Stroke
Heart failure, irregular heart beats, and heart attacks
Diabetes
Depression
Headaches -> I have
So if it means stopping my hormones, then so be it. I am afraid if the find out that I am taking them, they might say. NO!!!
I can always go back on after...
I know it hard to explain my life in a few sentences and in a text forum, but I need this...
I would rather stop it all NOW in hopes of getting the surgery then have them say no for ANY reason.
I will find out in a month, if I get a letter of recommendation from my doctor. If so, then I can apply for my health insurance to cover the cost of the surgery.
Yes I am desperate.
Ginger.