Hi
I'm Hitomi, I am a 26 Year Old MtF currently trying to find a job or someplace that is able to support me economically and the fact that I identify as female when I officially transition and take hormones. I have been attempting to loose weight since last year since I got sick and tired of blocking who I am and starting to accept myself as a transgender. Unfortunately, I oppressed my gender identity back in my freshmen year of High School but I did briefly stopped oppressing my gender identity during my senior year for a few months.
I have always felt uncomfortable, some of it conscious while other part is unconscious, with social norms with Religion. I have been practicing my own personal variant of Totemism since High School. The story on how I started practicing Totemism is sort of on the complex side but High School was bit of a dark time where I wish that I could redo. My practice of totemism has since evolved since I started practicing roughly 7 Years and 7 Months ago but I'll probably post most of the details of that in the spirituality section and in the what is your religion/belief thread. My account name, Leafrider, isn't connected to totemism, the name actually comes from my first MMO Character from Final Fantasy 11.
I am a bit of a gamer and geek. I personally enjoyed Sci-Fi Books but I like Fantasy Manga and Comics for some weird reason. I have always favored Female Characters over Male Characters when it comes to games. My favorite MMO was City of Heroes before it got shut down (RIP my MMO addiction) though I do, or more accurately did, play Guild Wars 1 but I haven't played much of Guild Wars 1 since City of Heroes got shut down.
