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Started by Danielle Emmalee, November 17, 2014, 12:48:25 AM

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Danielle Emmalee

I'm sure y'all have better things to do, but if anyone feels like it, I could really use some support right now.  I want to kill myself and I just want to talk to someone who doesn't have anything better to do for the next little while.
Discord, I'm howlin' at the moon
And sleepin' in the middle of a summer afternoon
Discord, whatever did we do
To make you take our world away?

Discord, are we your prey alone,
Or are we just a stepping stone for taking back the throne?
Discord, we won't take it anymore
So take your tyranny away!
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Ms Grace

Hi, I'm not in a position to talk per se since I'm on a train. What's up? Why are you feeling like harming yourself?
Grace
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Transition 1.0 (Julie): HRT 1989-91
Self-denial: 1991-2013
Transition 2.0 (Grace): HRT June 24 2013
Full-time: March 24, 2014 :D
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Jill F

You are experiencing antidepressant withdrawal.  Suicidal thoughts are a medical emergency.  Please hang in there and get to an ER as soon as possible.

Hugs,
Jill
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Danielle Emmalee

Discord, I'm howlin' at the moon
And sleepin' in the middle of a summer afternoon
Discord, whatever did we do
To make you take our world away?

Discord, are we your prey alone,
Or are we just a stepping stone for taking back the throne?
Discord, we won't take it anymore
So take your tyranny away!
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Danielle Emmalee

I just want someone to talk to
Discord, I'm howlin' at the moon
And sleepin' in the middle of a summer afternoon
Discord, whatever did we do
To make you take our world away?

Discord, are we your prey alone,
Or are we just a stepping stone for taking back the throne?
Discord, we won't take it anymore
So take your tyranny away!
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Jill F

There are hotlines.  Can you call one?
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Danielle Emmalee

Never mind...I'll be fine.  Please don't worry about me.  I promise I won't do anything bad.
Discord, I'm howlin' at the moon
And sleepin' in the middle of a summer afternoon
Discord, whatever did we do
To make you take our world away?

Discord, are we your prey alone,
Or are we just a stepping stone for taking back the throne?
Discord, we won't take it anymore
So take your tyranny away!
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Cindy

Hi Danielle,

I'm here and will be around for a while. What's up Hon?

If you are feeling suicidal call a help line, they do help - saved me more than once.
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KittyKat

I'm awake if you need to talk. I know how it feels to just need to talk about it.
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TSJasmine

I'm sorry you feel that way :/ There's suicide hotline numbers pinned to the top of the Mtf Transexual Talk Forum page. You can always call one of those. They really help. I've called one before & it certainly helped me in the stressful situation I was in. Good luck & please stay calm.. :)
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Danielle Emmalee

I'll be fine.  I don't feel like coming out to a suicide hotline person and I don't want to be treated as male.
Discord, I'm howlin' at the moon
And sleepin' in the middle of a summer afternoon
Discord, whatever did we do
To make you take our world away?

Discord, are we your prey alone,
Or are we just a stepping stone for taking back the throne?
Discord, we won't take it anymore
So take your tyranny away!
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Cindy

Quote from: Danielle Emmalee on November 17, 2014, 01:21:05 AM
I'll be fine.  I don't feel like coming out to a suicide hotline person and I don't want to be treated as male.

They won't treat you as a male. Tell them you are a transgender woman who is feeling a bit depressed. I think they get calls from a lot of trans*people.
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Danielle Emmalee

I don't want to come out to someone on the phone. 
Discord, I'm howlin' at the moon
And sleepin' in the middle of a summer afternoon
Discord, whatever did we do
To make you take our world away?

Discord, are we your prey alone,
Or are we just a stepping stone for taking back the throne?
Discord, we won't take it anymore
So take your tyranny away!
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TSJasmine

Quote from: Danielle Emmalee on November 17, 2014, 01:25:17 AM
I don't want to come out to someone on the phone.

Talk in the girliest voice possible? It's not like they even know you or ever will know you. It's completely anonymous
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Cindy

My last call went something like this.

Hi what's your name?

OK Cindy, are you in physical harm?

Can I have your phone number in case the line drops out?

OK, tell me what's bothering you.

About an hour of tearful horror of my past was let loose.
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Danielle Emmalee

I'll be fine, seriously.  You can delete this thread, sorry for bothering everyone.
Discord, I'm howlin' at the moon
And sleepin' in the middle of a summer afternoon
Discord, whatever did we do
To make you take our world away?

Discord, are we your prey alone,
Or are we just a stepping stone for taking back the throne?
Discord, we won't take it anymore
So take your tyranny away!
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Cindy

I'll keep it open. I'll be here for several hours.
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Danielle Emmalee

I'm going to sleep.  Please don't worry about me.
Discord, I'm howlin' at the moon
And sleepin' in the middle of a summer afternoon
Discord, whatever did we do
To make you take our world away?

Discord, are we your prey alone,
Or are we just a stepping stone for taking back the throne?
Discord, we won't take it anymore
So take your tyranny away!
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Wild Flower

For me..


Nothing works better than chocolate crying and listening to sad emotional music.

I total relish in my sadness.. then go to sleep and then count it off as a Britney Spears day. (Having too many right now lol)

Please dont bottle it up. Were here.
"Anyone who believes what a cat tells him deserves all he gets."
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stephaniec

hi! those bumps in the road can get nasty sometimes . hopefully the clouds will move out soon.
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