I showered this morning and once again looked in the mirror...

I saw a woman, a figure that is becoming more feminine daily (breasts, waist, hips, clear soft hairless flesh), so what was wrong...?
I saw a male head (despite facial changes and finer eyebrows, faded facial hair shadowing) and a male organ! Devastated (again) I felt disappointed in myself and my ability to take that next step, magic, religion and myself have all let me down again 

Once again a "wannabe" female

So just, as I was thinking about this today, I decided to see how others see themselves when they look in the mirror, naked and just showered! Probably aimed more at those that have not fully transgendered, for whatever reason.

L Katy

I'm lucky in that my bathroom mirror doesn't show below my belly button because of a rather high bench top :p
So I don't have to worry about 'it' in my reflection
Honestly I'm starting to like how I look
Body hair though *Shudder*

I saw me. And I am awesome!!!

Dysphoria is something we all experience as members of the transgender community but to different degrees. It seems many trans people hate their genitalia so much the sight of it makes them depressed. Personally, I only dislike having it because it gets in the way. When I visually see it though, I don't get any sort of dysphoria. Anyways, that's off topic.

I see a guy when I look in the mirror but a woman's body as well with a penis. Maybe it can be classified as a rounded out chubbier female deposited male body? Not sure honestly. It makes me want to get my boobs done. & work out lol

Love it Grace...

TSJasmine... yup know where you are coming from... gets in the way 

L Katy

It took an hour but I found her...

A guy came into the office and said it smell nice. I hope it was me because i tried hard to be as fem as possible.

Im tired though.

Quote from: Wild Flower on November 18, 2014, 01:37:55 AM
It took an hour but I found her...

A guy came into the office and said it smell nice. I hope it was me because i tried hard to be as fem as possible.

Im tired though.

Haa love it

I mostly see "her" now, even in the morning straight outta bed, as well as after having washed my hair. Having soaking wet hair used to be one of triggers cause it tended to frame my face differently and expose my sligthly receded hairline, but now it has smoothened out and I see her even with my hair pulled back.
Then, an odd lighting might fall here and there and I start to see some male-ish features and stress about them...
But mostly those are bewbs.. You cant go wrong when having them .

Quote from: katrinaw on November 18, 2014, 02:01:34 AM
Haa love it

I still look like a guy. But I dont have to be as ugly as i really am.

Without makeup, in "snuggle Bunny" jammies and bed head I saw the ME I knew has been hidden for over 40 years! The feeling was indescribable. I have finally gotten there! 

I don't really know, but I don't like it.

Hi Jessica, so happy for you .... Aiming for that day myself, not too far away I hope

L Katy

Quote from: katrinaw on November 18, 2014, 07:46:51 AM
Hi Jessica, so happy for you .... Aiming for that day myself, not too far away I hope

L Katy

To be honest it took into my 9th month of RLE to see me in the mirror. 

Quote from: Jaime R D on November 18, 2014, 07:37:25 AM
I don't really know, but I don't like it.

Same some mornings, especially when I feel more sadder than others

L Katy

I keep seeing this rather strange woman who seems a bit flirty but is actually rather hot for such an old cow

She's always fussing about with her hair and touching up her lipstick and such and adjusting her outfit

Yesterday morning before she jumped in the shower she coloured her hair and waxed her armpits

Quote from: Ms Grace on November 18, 2014, 01:20:07 AM
I saw me. And I am awesome!!!

I love it!

Over the past few weeks more and more when I look in the mirror I see ME. It doesn't matter what my presentation is, clothes, or naked, hair or none, full length or top (though panties do help), I simply see me and feel joy.

This is why I dont look in mirrors :x you look nice though.  I will say that seeing so many before me come out on the other side has provided inspiration and hope. I focus on what I can do now to be able to see what will be in the future.

I am seeing more and more "woman" in the mirror now.

The wild thing is that I am NOT on HRT of any kind but I am taking small steps to transition such as skin care, electro and clothes until I get my endo/GP appointment in December.

Even my wife is seeing more and more of the real me, and to be honest she isn't too happy with it, but I am me and I can't pretend anymore.

Honestly...

I saw an indifferent guy,
wherein his eyes I saw another person
she was broken
and shattered like glass.


The regular morning for me I'm afraid.   

I saw somebody really sexy and went to hug but then I hit my head on the mirror. LOL...!