Okay, so let me start by saying that I am sure I need a change of equipment. That being said, I am not sure how I should go about this. By that I mean I can't decide if it is worth it to wait for a better procedure, which may or may not happen in my lifetime, or get a current technique. I feel torn between what I should actually do logistically at this point regarding that, because this thing has got to go.
After talking with my therapist I have come to terms with some things with the current surgeries as it stands now, like the fact I will never carry a child and dilation. The fact that no amount of surgery could live up to my hopes, they just get as close as physically possible at this point. The thing is as much as that hurts me to think about, I understand and have accepted those things. The hard part is, as I said earlier, that I am scared that I will get a current technique and find out things could have worked out better by using a new technique (that isn't accessible to the public now) and it will be too late to choose that instead.
Regarding current techniques, I have also been thinking about going to Dr. Bowers for my surgery if I choose not to wait since it is pretty close to me location wise and she seemed to have great looking results. Any feedback about Dr. Bowers based on first hand experience would be greatly appreciated!