So, I'm not a complete stranger to pain but I admit, I have a lifelong fear of it. But I think if I know what kind of pain to expect, I might be a little less anxious.
So far in my life, I have experienced several conditions that were probably the most painful things I've had to deal with.
Once when I was 13, I fell off an office chair hard onto a stone floor and probably broke my tailbone. For a moment I was unable to move my legs, then I was able to get to my feet and hobble home in terrible pain.
When I was 16, I developed a varicose vein in my left testicle that caused me to have swelling, severe pain, and even a fainting spell by the time I was 20. It's still there and part of the reason I have a strong hatred for my testicles.
Once when I was 19, I fell and bit my tongue hard enough that I needed stitches. I was able to weather the stitches just knowing that at least the awful gash in my tongue (which hurt like hell) was being fixed. I still have a slight lump and a slight scar at the site of that inury.
And since my teens, I've suffered from kidney stones. The worst batch hit when I began spironolactone after building up some large ones in 2011-2012 due to stress. The spiro caused me to cycle water faster and these stuck stones began to shift. They were too small to warrant surgery or ultrasound so the doctor said I had to void them naturally. The result of this tormented me for more than a year and was a three-pronged stone caltrop followed by an 11mm long stalactite that caused me to bleed profusely and left my insides tender for months after I'd voided them, not to mention the severe flank pain, nausea, missed school days, loss of livelihood, and stomach upsets that came with it.
Which of those levels of pain should I expect when I get my SRS? At this point I'm willing to brave any but the last of these especially if it will go away within a couple months. If it's more like the level I had with that bloody pitchfork I passed last year, I'll have to really think hard about this.