Thanks V M and Cindy for the warm welcome.
In addition to what I shared above and on the other thread, I have been searching for some tests online and took two of them. Not sure if I can share their links here but will share the results.
One was this SAGE test which is apparently based on COGIATI which has apparently been debunked, but I took it anyway and ended up with the following:
"Your Raw Score is: 640, which indicates that overall you are Feminine
Your appearance is Masculine
Your brain processes are mostly that of a Female person.
You appear to socialize in a feminine manner.
You believe you have major conflicts about your gender identity.
You indicated your were born Male.
ANALYSIS:
Male to Female Transsexual, who is a serious candidate for Gender Reassignment Surgery
NOTES:
•Your Answers indicate your psychological state has likely prevailed since you were quite young."
The other one was quite short and seemed even more unreliable, but it also ended up with the following:
"Results
The answers given indicate a High Risk of Gender Identity Disorder.
Talking to a licensed professional is the only way to be sure, and is the best way to help you resolve any issues you are going through.
Your Personalized Suggestions
Transvestism (Cross Dressing) (High Priority)
Interests of the Opposite Gender (High Priority)
Transsexuality (High Priority)
Social Issues (Lower Priority)
Parental/Childhood Issues (Lower Priority)"
I know, I know, these are all unreliable and I should just go see a therapist and sort this out, but while I find a reliable one and gather the courage to visit, I thought why not give these a try. I tried being as honest as possible and I hoped they would churn out some milder results or point in some other direction, but apparently not.
