Hi Samantha,
A big Aussie welcome to Susan's family. It's good of you to drop back in again and say "Hi". Hope you like it here, and you stay for a while longer this time.
There is a mountain of information, resources and friendship waiting for you here, you just need to jump in start talking and ask any question you like. You're quite safe here and we are very accepting.
Are you getting any medical/counseling support at all? Your supportive friends are the ones you need, so treat them well.
Looking forward to hearing more of your story in time to come, but in the meantime, be safe, well and happy.
Lotsa huggs
Catherine