For the past few times I was using the ladies I was going using block toilets in public venues to build my confidence. Worried I wouldn't pass enough without incidence.  Now latley I've been going inside shopping centers.

Now with school holidays on I've been waiting in lines, pass little kids, mothers and the usual people including staff  that you will find in the bathrooms. I've walked past people going in and out, as well as in line. I've dried my hands in the drier and even managed the odd excuse me and sorry.

I know some days will be bad, I still sometimes get the jitters when I need to go but not when I go in. Right now everything is groovy and everything is fine

The jitters pass with time.

Thanks, I hope so. I'm have no trouble walking in (I hold my head up high, eyes forward) but I'm still expecting one day someone will say "umm excuse me" as I'm at the entryway/ corridor.

I'm very nervous about using the restroom in public. I don't even remotely pass as female and I don't have my gender marker changed so the female bathroom is out. When I dress up, I feel strange going in the men's restroom.

A few days ago, I entered a women's as usual. As there were very few people around, I expected none was there. But a lady was just coming out, facing me. She seemed to be very surprised, shouting some words. Me, too. I was wearing a black mask. Then, no problem at all.

barbie~~

the nervs will pass, i remember the first time i used the ladies I was scared... that someone would say.. hay no guys allowed..

these days... i am one of the girls...