ok where do i start
i live in north yorkshire in a lovely village. im 51 and it was hell coming out and im not out to all i know. im still loosing the male features.i have been on antiandrogens for nearly 11 months but no estrogen. i suffer bipolar and quick mood drops every few months,they come out the blue. i have felt better since i came out to the doctors ect and have just got my referral to a gender clinic. i am currently trying to change my life towards been more female and loosing my previous life. im more a butch female i refuse to be a stereotypical trans. i went through the how will i pass and now id rather just find out how i want to be. body wise definatley fem there is no doubt about that and the psyc agreed. the rest will come. i need to socialize more and relax in my new life i hope it will be easier as i can soften the face more. i can be shy or too much im trying to over come this.
