Well I'm new here. Ive been dealing with gender dysphoria for years but just didn't know what to call it for a number of those years. Still unsure about where this is going to lead me but I'm taking a more proactive approach to dealing with it and with self-acceptance. I am married and my wife has been supportive of me. I have thought more and more about hrt and taking some steps towards transitioning but at this point I am not there yet, and may never end up there. As I said I'm still working through this and dealing with the negativity that developed in my younger years. Overall I am doing great though and I'm happy to be here.
I am a spiritual person. I love my meditation and my tarot cards and I have come to believe that my desire to express my femininity really does have a divine purpose. The older I get the more I feel a connection to the goddess pulling me into the light. Of course it can be hard to keep my head above water many days and the fact that GD is constantly on my mind can be exhausting, but I still have to hope it will be ok.
